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Tuesday, July 26

heyya.

harini second day of activity week.
semalam sgt penat dgn UNGA itu.
tapi fun.tapi penat.haihh.
semalam penoh moody.
harini pon jugak.
sebab it reminds me a lot about arwah when it comes to activity week.
first sebab kitorg first kenal hari 1st activity week sem2 2008.
28th July 2008.
takkan lupa kot.adoii.
hmm.sedih.sedih.sedih.sudaalahh.
HAHA ;D

yg awak tu, awak boleh pegy mampos.
TEEHEEE ;D

Saturday, July 23

disini again;D

Life still macam ni lagi.
but harini mcm sayu sikit.Taktahu nape.
Dari semalam,si awak tu tak jwb call.haihhh
dia pon nak tinggalkan aku ke ??
pergghhh.lantak awak lahh.
hmm.ending cerita karak sangat sedih.
I'd cried as it remind me of arwah.
with the accident thing, and macam macam lagi.
bila rasa kosong, dgn takde si awak tu lagi, lagi lahh sayu.
dengan manusia gilaa yg tibe nak marah aku macam2 tu.
langsung takde perasaan.haishh.
moody jelahh harini.
naseb baik happy dapat outing.
Azlaila, Loga, Miza, Thanks for today <3

Monday, July 18

For You My Dearest Love.

Ini semua comment dekat fb dr budak2 batch dia semua.
Again.tears can't stop falling. Siape je boleh tahan kan.
Aizad Turner or sape jelah nama kau tu.
Thanks fr the address and..
eh,sori ganggu.kau budak mane eh ? member aku ajak kau join sekali je esok kalau kau nak pegi kubur arwah.takdela menyusahkan kau nak cari umah dia.tu pon kalau kau nak.
Thanks.terharu.
Diorang nak melawat kubur arwah esok. Terdetik di hati nak pegi.
Bgtahu Mizu tadi.I'll try my best to reach there jugak.



tenangla disana sahabat.terkilan sebab tak dapat jumpa kau buat kali terakhir.alfatihah.
 kullunafsin za ikatul maut.setiap yang hidup,pasti akan mati.harini bukak fb,badnews lagi.sorang member dari mrsm dulu dah arwah.innalillah..takziah buat keluarga arwah Firdaus Saidin.semoga rohnya ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang beriman dan beramal soleh.Al Fatihah buat beliau.we will miss u pidot.
 semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan org beriman.. Amin.. al-Fatihah..
Ya ALLAH Ya tuhanku,aku hanya mampu berserah kepadamu atas kepulangan kawanku kepadaMU..aku hanya mampu berdoa semoga Engkau mencucuri roh dan memberikan ketenangan kepada hambaMu ketika berada disana.dan masukkanlah hambaMu ini dalam golongan orang yang soleh.AMIN..
 update:arwah da selamat dikebumikan di tanah perkuburan islam kampung felda ulu jempol pada pukul 10mlm td..semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat...al-fatihah
 da 2 taun x smpt jmpe arwah...kwnku....ak aoakn ko bhgiA D ALAM SANA....smge berada d sisi owg yg beriman
eventhough i'm not so close to him, but i know he's one of the nicest guy i've met... his smile shall remain in my heart, rest in peace my friend...
 last ak jmpe die kt masjid UTP mse smyg jmaat...2 blan lpas kut..may Allah bless him.. innalillah..al fatihah..arwah baek dol..:'(
 Doakan semoga kawan kita, arwah firdaus saidin dipermudahkan urusannya sebab skrg arwah masih di hospital bagi tujuan post mortem...
Baiklah... Kami beransur pulang!!! moga Allah merahmati roh Allahyarham Firdaus Saidin... Ameen, semoga kita semua ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang beriman...
 Amirul Idwan Azaman
salam kepada semua rakan2..sy selaku kwn sekampung dengan arwah ingin memohon maaf sekiranya arwah ada berhutang atau melakukan sesuatu kepada rakan2.jikalau arwah ada hutang,sya tolong byrkn pd anda untuk pihak arwah..arwah axcident d genting sempah dan menggal d hospital bentong dlm pkul 11-12 hari ini..

 P/S : Lagu itu keeps playing on my mind and will become the memory of you as you love the song so much , The Strokes - 12 : 51 ;')

Sunday, July 17

cinta itu tak seharusnya memiliki.

Yesterday was like crazy.
Up until now. still termenung kosong.blank.
Those who support me, thanks a lot.
You guys know how much I love him, right ?
Nak tido semalam.terfikir lagi. crying lagi.
Nadzirah kuat lahh.kan strong girl.mane laa boleh mcm ni kan.
But seriously, sumpa lemah gilaa semangat aku.
Lagu You Wouldn't Answer My Call keep playing on my mind.
Ade hikmah. Allah lebih sayangkan dia.
Pulang bermalam kali ni memang ade hikmah.
Kalau tak, aku takkan tahu kot arwah dah pergi.
I will always remember my promise to you, papa.
Even orang laen taktahu, biarlah tu jadik cerita cinta kita je.
Banyak nak cakap lagi.
Berape post yg diperlukan dekat blog ni utk gambarkan perasaan aku sekarang.
Tuhan, tempatkan lah dia di kalangan orang beriman.

Awak pulak takkan paham !
Awak boleh je nak jealous lebih lebih. Sakit hati lah.
Dah la.buat geram je pasal awak ni.

How's the story ??
Sesiapa yg terbaca, sedekahkan lah Al -Fatihah utk arwah ye.

be strong, nadzirah

yes.the story is true.
'tak baek meratapi arwah'
I know that.but my tears just can't stop falling when I talk about the story.
Lili Maisara.Azlaila.thanks for lending your ears for me.
Hazirah.thanks for amek tahu.
My prince.thanks for faham keadaan.

Awak, he means a lot for me.
He's everything for me before you came to my life.
You must know that.
Since 2008. such a long time.
awak mesti paham sy syg dia mcm mane kan.

there's no point of regretting.
but it such a great impact to me.as it's the first time.
harini sgt penat bermain emosi.
Rasa kehilangan menjadi kepastian.
Rasa kesal membuak buak.tak dapat digambarkan dgn kata kata.
Kata kemaafan tak sempat dihulurkan.
Hanya doa mengiringi perjalanan papa.
Ma akan sentiasa doakan papa.
 You're such a great person.
I'll always remember you and our moments together forever.
Sorry for everything.
Perpisahan bukan penghujung untuk segala-galanya.
Pergilah dgn aman.
Al-Fatihah mengiringi mu.

Saturday, July 16

help me now!

taktahu news ni betol tak.
dah heboh kate dia dah meninggal.
Ya Allah. terkejotnya aku.
Ya Allah.kenape dia ?
diorg kate accident.
ishh.sumpa tanak percaye.
hello.you don't even say anything to me.
you promise me to live with me, pa.
heyy! 
*sumpa sedeh meleleh air mata.
if it's true, masalahnya mmg betol dah name full dia dgn nickname dia sekali.
semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat.
Al-Fatihah...

Friday, July 15

home !

Pengetua the best ! Terima kasih ye.
pengetua je org yg bagi aku balik.
dah tak larat lagi dah dekat maktab tu.pening kepala.


Awakk, sorry for everything.
tanak mcm ni okay.
errrrr.sorry lah tao.awak ni ponnnnnn.haihh.
dah dah.bye. HEE ;D

Sunday, July 3

stuck in the island.

Yes! Now I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere.
orang laen boleh balik pulang bermalam and Form 5.yes you can't
TOMORROW is exam week.Tahniah ! 
You haven't finished study History lagi Nadzirah oi !
Friday. Outing with Azlaila, Loga.
Best sangat dan sangat penat.
Yesterday was the MOCK Interview.
It was such a tiring day.
Pening kepala balik tu.cuz dapat Session 3 yg pukul 11pg.
but kena ready dr pukul 8.30 pg.
for sure lah penat kan.wearing shawl lama2.grr==
Luckily, there's someone treat me :
-air kelapa
-potato spring.
-nak ice cream goreng but dah tutop=='

Thank you evethough kamu balik sgt lambat yaa.

That night, Aiman belanja nasi goreng pattaya Rainforest tu ;D
Thankyou and very very thankyou.
Now, rase homesick woo.cane nak buat ? HAHA ;D gigit jari jelahh.

Hari yang pegy Shah Alam tu lupa nak story.
yg paling best part akak dgn abang lawan Basketball dekat tempat game.
lama kot tak maen benda tu.
aku tgk jelah.dah ade dua je benda tu.hee;D
dulu kecik2 kan salu maen.
So, so what kan.HAHA sukati aku lahh!

Lagu Cool ;D