HAHAHA

GOOD closure for this year.

Tengah hari siap siap pegy PERSADA.

Seronokk ;)

Lepas tu pegy Danga City Mall.

Beli Broadband. hee

penat jalan.serious.

lepas tu, pegy jusco bukit indah pulak.

tambah penat lagi. HAHA

then balik cepat cepat tgk concert reunion AF kat astro.

HAHA :D

lasttt

Last post for this year I guess.

HAHA.

Semalam seronok.

Kelua jalan pegy angsana.

Dgn Kakyo and akak.

Pegy maen bowling. makan KFC. pegy cari shawl. pegy Karoks. makan McD. HAHA

Nice dayy

Datinggg ;)

Semalam sy dating dgn Ayuni Afiqah tau. Haha.

Nice Mission Impossible : Ghost Protocol with her ;)

Haha. Cuak nak mampus tengok cite tu. Haha.

Seronok jugak la.

Mak yang jelajah satu JB.

Sebab sy pegy jusco tebrau.

Akak pegy cs. 

Bagus anak anak zaman sekarang ni.

HAHA :D

p/s : Sayang, I love you <3

Risau

Haha. sukati lah nak risau ke nak ape.

tapi ni memang risau betul betul.

Hmm.ramai da dapat da surat.

tapi saya tak dapat dapat lagi.

Doa doa pacik MARA tu tak tipu.

Ada yang kena macam tu.

Call cakap dapat.

tapi check tak dapat.

Kan tak baik macam tu.

Bagitahu lah benda yang betul.

Ni yang cuak ni.

HAHA. takpelah.

kalau ada rezeki, adelah tu kan kan.

untitled ;)

Today is a simple day.

Nothing special.

Takde keje saya buat harini selain daripada tgk

 cerita Numbers,

bukak Hitz 705,

tgk tentang dhia,

menghadap lappy,

makan, tido,

AND bercintaa. haha.itu saya suka.

Lepas mangkuk ayun gilaa tu dah takde,

SPM berjalan dengan lancar seperti biasa.

Dah simpan niat lepas SPM nak carik boyfie dah.

Tapi taktahu nak dapat lelaki kat mane.

lelaki berkualiti zaman sekarang semakin pupus.

Ramai tapi ramai yang tak berguna dan boleh campak gaung.

Ataupun dihantar terus ke pusat pelupusan.

Luckily Tuhan memakbulkan doa dan.

saya hidup aman bahagia harmoni.

Mungkin bakal dicalonkan dalam keluarga bahagia.

macam mengarut. tapi ade aku kesah? HAHA.

Bosan sebenarnya ni.

Life life life

Penat harini gotong royong kemas bilik dengan bilik akak sekali.

Baju sekolah. Buku sekolah.

Semua dah takde. Yeayy!

Blog si sayang saya sudah siap dibuat.

Excited buat blog sebab minat kot. Haha.

Nadzirah's weather forecast for tomorrow, Sun shines brightly InsyaAllah ;)

Google:'(

Bukak google and search for your name.

I still can't forget you.

Jumpa dua tiga blog cerita pasal dia. Senior dia.budak u dia and maybe lagi sorang ex dia.

Hm. Seberapa jahat papa dekat mama dulu. Ma still sayang papa sebab you're the one yang taught me how to love someone. Kenangan kita banyak sangat tau. 

Haih. Ingat da nak tido dah tadi.

Tapi macam rasa sebak gilaa sebab ada gamba gamba dia kat blog diorang tu.

Rasa macam tanak situation tu macam ni. Haihh.

Susah bila losing someone that you always share your feelings right.

Macam nak keadaan yang lame.

 Where I can tell you yang ma dah habes SPM. Nak tunggu papa wish my birthday this year. Nak tengok kita happy sebab mama pun dah habes sekolah. So, mama free and boleh jumpa jumpa bila bila.  Nak share yang mama da nak masuk U dah. Nak tengok your happy excited reaction when I told you those things. Nak share semua benda yang excited excited dengan papa. But now. papa dah takde. I keep listening to your song. I put it as the first song in iPod. Dulu taksuka kot lagu tu. Macam bengong bengong. Now I know that bengong bengong like you tu lah yang buat I dengar lagu tu hari hari. Tiba je boleh minat The Strokes.

:'(

Yes. Saya macam kanak kanak asyik crying je. Sometimes aku fikir, ramai lagi kot orang rapat dgn dia yang mesti sedih dia pegy lebih dari aku sedih. Tapi.. entahlah.

I'd gave him my life dulu kot.

 Now, I tried to collect each piece of my heart and trying to fix it back to normal time by time.

Okay. The End.

P/s : Whatever it is, saya tetap sayang awak lahh <3

Merry Merry

Merry Christmas :DD

Again.

Happy terlebih.

Went to Jusco Bukit Indah. jalan jalan yg super fun ;)

Lepas tu pegy pasar malam Larkin.

Thanks kakyo for the Angry Birds ;)

Saya sangat suka itu.

Awak.

Terima kasih <3

You make me crazier crazier. Lalala~ bengong dah.

Morning world

Haha. Dah afternoon dah pun.

Merry Christmas. Hohoho.

Santa Claus dah bagi hadiah dekat aku. Yeay!

 Haha. Dia bagi aku seorang boyfie.

Hehehe.

Wahai pakcik ku sayang yang tercinta,

I will remember 24th Dec okay.

I L.O.V.E YOU <3 <3

Haha. Mood orang kalau bercinta ni memang macam nak mampus je.

Melampau punya mood.

Macam nak terbang terbang. Haha

Fatiha. Azlaila.

Love you guys. Sanggup bergilaa menjerit jerit dalam phone. Haha. Rindu korang.

Thanks tau kawan;)

Kalau dapat jumpa korang, memang nak peluk korang lompat lompat tau.

Haha. Rindu gilaa VIF <3

Semoga plan aku dan Fatiha berjalan lancar utk masa depan kami akan datang.

Hee.

Sweet tak? Hahaha :D

Indahnyaa

Tadi tertengok video popular tu.

Alaa. Yg I've been proposed tu.

Comel gilaa lah.

Haha :D

Mood dalam dua tiga hari ni agak elok dan ceria.

Terima kasih to awak yang buat saya senyum 24/7 macam orang gilaa.

Haha. Macam sengal je kan=='

Semalam karoks dengan akak and kakyo.

Happy gilaa.

Paling best lagu Mr. Saxobeat lah.

Rasa nak melompat lompat macam Kangaroo dalam bilik tu.

Takboleh blah lagu Super Bass.

Nyanyi sekerat je dah semput.

Nicki Minaj tu hebat lah. Haha.

Haha. Okay lah. Saya nak sambung bercinta.

Byee ;)

L.O.V.E

Saya selalu cakap nak pakwe kan kan.

But.sekarang baru terfikir.

Am I ready to fall in love again?

Takut dikecewakan or mengecewakan.

Experience taught me a lot.

Tapi kali ni saya nak bersungguh-sungguh la dalam cinta kali ni.

Hehehe :D

Grrr. Cuaknya.

Bole ke saya sayang dia?

And the important thing is bole ke dia sayang saya ?

Haha.

Tak try taktahu lagi kan.

Naduk, hwaiting! hehe.

gambar haritu. Afif takde. dia dah pegy kerja.

Haha. Inilah my childhood friends <3

hehehe.

Banyak benda nak cerita.

tapi semua dah terlepas tarikh dan cerita tu macam dah basi.

semalam punya semalam went to rumah zainur.

ade 10 orang.sikit.tapi gempak lah.

pegy lepak lepak taman.

maen buai macam kanak kanak.

sampai sakit kaki.haha

chatting lama lama dgn amiru dekat buai.

ketawa tergolek golek.

seronok lahh ;)

rindu diorang semua.

Next thing is, InsyaAllah dapat masuk U awal. hehehe.

nak tunggu surat je.

Cyberjayaa. Here I come <3

Haha. And dah dapat geng satu course and satu U.

haha.budak maktab je pun.tapi tak rapat dgn dia.

Naseb baek lah dia okay. And dia orang KL.

InsyaAllah hidup aku tak kelam kabut sangat kot nanti.

Hihi :D

And I miss my super best friends, V.I.F <3

13.12.11

Macam smart je date harini.

Haha. Tahniah kepada aku yang sudah tua harini.

Finally. dah Sweet Seventeen harini.

Happy siot. Bhaha. Orang laen dah nak 18 dah kot.

Yeahh. Aku muda.

In love dengan seorang mamat berlakon cerita Woochi dekat Citra haritu.

Kang Dong Won nama dia.

Dia tak macam artis Korea yang  jambu jambu tu.

Dia ni macho, Suka gilaa woo.

Nak boyfiee macam ni for Christmas present boleh tak? 

Haha. Apa kejadahnya kau tak sambut Christmas lah dodol=='

귀여운 kan?

haha ;D

Dah suka dia ni.Woo Young aku nak campak mane.

Haha.Don't worry. Semua ni aku suka. Aku kan tamak. So what? HAHA :D

Hee. ini dia da lovely Jang Woo Young.

Paling suka gamba ni. HAHA

cute kan kan? haha. sukahati aku lahh bro.

Sorry pada Cikgu Paan kerana terlalu banyak babi K disini.

Crazyy

Penat kot piker tentang masa depan.

Ho ho. Rajin sgt berfikir kan.

Tengok cerita kung fu semalam.

Punyalah happy aku tengok jet li beraksi.

Wee ;)

Aku rasa menyampah dgn FB start ramai sent request calender menyakitkan hati tu.

Takde keja laen ka.

Ipod aku ni pun dah gilaa.

Bengong lah mp3 aku tak dapat2. siot jeeee.

By the way, aku sangat rindu seseorang.

Nak buat macam mane eh? Hee ;)

Nowadays ;)

Orang zaman sekarang ni semua hebat hebat. Haha.

Budak kecik semua pandai nak mintak makan fast food je.

I wonder bila diorang dah besar nanti diorang mesti cepat sakit kan.

And makcik makcik pun dah pandai guna technology.

Isn't that exciting ?

IT for all ages. Yeahh!

My mom and auntie pun nak maen cooking dash dalam tab.

Hebat kot.

Bukan ke diorang tak tahu IT IT ni. hee;)

Btw, i made new blog to share my love story.

One story for today.

Such a long beautiful story for me to remember in my whole life. Hee;)

Surely about my forever love, papa <3

hee.it's new

I love this brand new blogggg.

Sebab header gambar IU kot? Ha-Ha!

Whateverrr. tapi sumpa penat dan byk dugaan utk siapkan layout ini. haihh

Byeee;)

holidddayy

Inilah yg dinamakan holiday

Harini aku tersadai di Larkin.

Wahai encik Syamim Hadri.

Saya rasa mcm nak bunuh encik lahh! Haha

Thanks for membodoh bodoh kan hidup ku di pagi hari bersama encik Zack Zaviour.

Apa yg cuba disampaikan oleh Puan Nur Afiqah Md Khir dlam blog dia??

Mana pelangi? Saya pun taktahu jawapan dia.

Tengah menghadap lappy Kakyo ni.

And baru berehat sebentar bersama Qaiser setelah menghadap cerita Sassy Girl, Chun-hyang.

Yes! Cerita itu sudah basi.Saya pun dah tengok cerita itu waktu awal F1 di 8tv.

Namun, apa yg cuba saya sampaikan di sini ialah saya tengok cerita itu balik.hee ;D

Sebenarnya tak nak sangat pun and sure aku takut or something like cuak.

Cuak cuz takut aku tak dapat kawal my emotion. Ha-Ha.

Serious. Serious.

Cerita tu sumpa sangat sedih.

Tambahan pula yg menjadi catalyst utk tengok cerita ni lagi kerana CINTA ku.

Arwah dulu tengok cerita ni jugak. Even dia bukan kaki cerita KOREA.

Gosh! I miss him so much.

To his adek, nanti saya datang Jengka kalau ada jodoh okay.

I'll reach there somehow..someday. InsyaAllah ;)

Tadi pun tengok video clip my faviee song, The One That Got Away tu.

Bapak lahh. Sedihh kot.

Siap replay 30 juta kali lagi.

Haihh. Asal cerita hero mati je mesti aku sedih.

Brrr. Susah nak hidup macam ni.

Tapi..

In another life,

I'll make you stay.

So I don't have to say you were the one that got away.

The one that got away... 

Nak highlights those words. Hee ;)

Saya sebenarnya tak sihat mental sangat harini ye.

Byeeeeee ;)

lifeyy.

Hari ke empat utk aku tak jadi seorang manusia.

aku kan ade sebulan.

so boleh jadi Vampire for this month.

I love it babyy.

Ha-Ha.

I'm happy livin my life without the bloody hell playboy bodoh tu.

Nak carik lelaki cool dekat u nanti boleh? hee;)

lalala;)

Gilaa dengan lagu The One That Got Away.

taktahu kenape.

the oneeeeeee.the oneeee.the one that got away.

Ha-Ha.

tadi tengok cerita 2022 Tsunami.

seronok.cerita Thailand.

tapi lagi best cerita Siyama tu.

menyentuh hati dan perasaan.haha

saya rasa blog ni semakin bosan rupa dia.

mungkin bakal ditukarkan.

tapi bawak bersabar

saya banyak lagi kerja.

Upu baru je lepas daftar.

nak edit sikit sikit gambar gambar kat maktab haritu.hee

pastu kena upload dekat FB lagi.

lepas tu, nak transfer lagu pindah sane sini.

pastu masukkan dalam ipod sayangg ni.

pastu makan.

pastu gemuk.

pastu bunuh diri.

BHAHA.

kenyang tergolek makan Mcd tadi.semalam KFC.

petanda baik utk gemuk

oh tidak.

saya sudah cukup gemuk dah ni.

tak sabar nak tengok masa depan lahh.

haha.hopefully ape yg diharapkan jadi kenyataan.

boleh lah saya ganti STEVE JOBS nanti kan.

jadi NADUK JAYY pulak ;))))

perasan.tapi saya nak kerja dekat Apple.

sebelum bina company dgn si AiZen tu.HAHA.

tu je kot nak share.

hari ketiga dalam tempoh sebulan utk bergonjeng ;)

F.R.E.E!

Freedom.

SPM dah habes woo!

boleh gilaa aku dgn SPM ni.

Lalala.yg penting dia dah habes.

Haihh.skarang tenga doa bebanyak nak spt SPC.

tolonggggg laahh.

I want UTP.

MMU pon takpelah.

tp UTP tu..aku nak sgt.

sentimental value sikit.

it's near to Uitm Bandar Seri Iskandar,

which was my late papa's place.

But, seriously it takes 6 hours from JB.

Goshh.tp nak jugak lah.tak kiraa.

plan fr this holiday takde lagi lahh.

but.all i know is.

I GOT ONE MONTH for BERGONJENG!!

hee;D

Something

This holiday mmg jarang onl.

Lappy kena share dgn akak.

Lg satu lappy putus wire.Grrr.

Dah lahh pakai broadband yg mcm tahi sedikit ni.

This holiday was awesome with Real Steel that made me so happy ;)

Hugh Jackman memang hebat.

Dengan Dakota Goyo si budak kecik yg double2 chomel tu lagi.

Duduk dekat cinema dah cuak tengok robot2 berlawan.

I love this holiday bcuz it's the last holiday before sitting for the SPM.

Haihh. Can't wait to see the end of my school's life.

Sorry to my best buddy tak dapat teman tgk movie.

I promise lepas SPM kay.Itupun kalau awak punya otak tu sehat lagi.

Hmm.I have blocked his FB account.

Buat apa sakitkan hati sendiri tengok benda yang kita tak suka kan?

You're totally a loser. Someday you'll find yourself stupid.

Luckily I'm not the girl that put hundred percent trust on his boyfie.

Because your words show that you're a damn playboy.

I'm happy bcuz you this boy can't make me cry bcuz now I'm a big girl. Hehhehe ;D

Me and my sistarr dah ade list name yg kena reject :

- Rasyid-

-Firdaus-

We don't know why but the name gave us nightmare. BHAHA

The R name because I truly hate my enemy, and for the F name. I love my ex. Arwah Mohd Firdaus B Saidin.

I think that nobody can take the Firdaus's place in my heart.

That's why I must put in rejected list the F name tu.

Semoga saya berjaya lah ye. Hee ;D

Respect other dulu.

Paling marah apabila warga pendidik pon tidak memberi contoh dan teladan yang baik kepada para pelajar.

Bukan semua pendidik namun segelintir sahaja lah.

Respect others so that people can respect you.

 How to be respected if you won't respect others ? Haihh. I thought elders must be more rational than the students. But it's all went wrong.

Warga pendidik berkenaan beranggapan mereka sudah dewasa dan wajib dihormati. Lantas mereka layak melakukan apa sahaja yang mereka mahukan tanpa memikirkan perkara itu jahat mahupun tidak kerana mereka menganggap semua pelajar wajib dengar arahan mereka sehingga pelajar kelihatan seperti hamba abdi yang menjadi suruhan dan kuli mereka.

Di manakah erti kemanusiaan seseorang warga pendidik yang seharusnya menjadi role model kepada para pelajar supaya dijadikan contoh yang terbaik untuk berjaya.

Mungkin pendapat saya tidak dapat diterima semua akal namun ini hanya curahan rasa hati dan jika difikirkan secara rasional, perkara seperti ini tidak seharusnya berlaku.

Bukan salah pendidik untuk marah mahupun memberi pengajaran kepada pelajar yang membuat kesalahan, tetapi hukuman itu perlu berpada-pada.

Jika perkara yang berlaku itu memberi kesan mendalam di dalam hati pelajar tersebut akibat hukuman melampau pendidik berkenaan, hal seperti ini perlu diambil serius.

Mungkin saya pelajar bermasalah dan mungkin selalu tak puas hati dengan warga pendidik.

Namun, saya rasa tidak. Kerana saya sangat respect guru-guru saya yang sememangnya role model saya seperti Puan Normala Hayati. Saya sangat respect bukan kerana cikgu ini baik dengan saya.

 Beliau merupakan guru Add Maths yang paling berkarisma, anggun, professional, cantik dan wanita hebat bagi saya.

Banyak juga guru lain.

Enough with that things, I felt pissed off when I got into that situations few weeks ago.

No offence to whatever sides. I just share my emotions.

Once upon a time, waktu class blocking di Pusat Sumber Pembelajaran @ Library, cikgu A mengajar dua kelas beliau di satu side berdekatan toilet.

My class was on the other side.

I went there to find Physics book with my beloved fellow, Aiman Zin.

While we find books,

OUT OF SUDDEN...

that cikgu A come and yelled at us.

" Hey! Buat ape kat sini?"

I answered with respect, " Carik buku kejap."

"Haa.Dah carik, cepat lahh blah. TERIMA KASIH." I got that for reply.

I felt so shit. Tanya baik baik dengan penuh respect and this is what I got.

I don't get those books but terus pergi dekat part my class.

I left Aiman behind me and berjalan dengan muka sangat marah and I answered slowly, TERIMA KASIH.

Sangat memalukan dan budak lelaki ada macam buat bunyi semua.

I don't care about kena humiliated macam ni. Memang tak kesah.

But teacher did that to me.

Please tell me, apa salah sampai buat macam ni ?

I went to my friend's table. My tears can't stop flowing.

It's not for my humiliating scene or sad with what had happened.

But I'm totally angry with it.

But I could do nothing except for crying.

I asked God untuk ketenangan.

Haihh. Only God knows how I felt that time.

She hates me so much since dulu lagi.

I think positively one day.

Maybe she always did that because she wants me to success one day.

I thought about find her someday before SPM and ask for forgiveness.

But right now.

I couldn't think positive lagi.

She did something that teacher should not do.

Kenapa perlu marah student macam tu ?

 Ya Allah. Walaupun kau berhak marah student, tapi ini bukan caranya. Tolong lah sedar.

Hidup tak panjang pun.

What goes around comes around. Tahu ?

Biar Allah sahaja yang membalas perbuatan dia.

a month

whoaaa.

Really ? 

A month je lagi kot.

Haihh. Be  patient nadzirah with all those shitto.

Many rumours came out about our V.I.F.

I don't even know why it must be us.

Haha.sokay lahh.tak heran.dah biasa dah.

Whatever happen, we'll stick together ;)

InsyaAllah Allah will bless us.

Allah knows the best ;)

Yaww everybody

Haihh.nice vacation to US Education Fair and nanti dekat ruma baru upload kay.

Sangat love all the moments together.seriously.

Haha.

right now, tenga sangat cuak thinking bout my SPM.

how it's gonna be.haihh.

Behind The Storyyy

It's nasi goreng pattaya ;)

Budak tadika pon tahu.

I still remembered when I was standard 4 or 5,

I told my mom

" Mak. Adek nak makan nasi goreng pattaya."

"Nanti kita makan kay."

The next day,

After back from school,

my mom said "Amek lah nasik tu.Mak dah siapkan"

Gosh! It's nasi goreng then telur bungkus that rice.

Kira homemade nasi goreng pattaya.

I wonder why I still remember those things.

Because it's made me smile and sangat sangat terharu kot.

My mom was always the best.Thanks mom <3

Okayy.It's time for me now to go back to Muadzam.

Haihh=='

It's only about 2 months to go.

Berjuang habis habisan dan pulang ke JB dengan membawa kejayaan.

InsyaAllah.God's wills ;)

B-Y-E-B-Y-E :)

Annyeong ;)

I found out

I found myself felt so stupid.

I don't even know why.

I just want a love.

Is it so hard?

I think so.

Am I alone in this world?

Where are the others?

They all left me behind.

Why? What makes them leave me?

I told ya. No one can replace him.

I guess I should put away this feelings and focus on SPM.

Then, I'll go beyond the boundary and find my perfect match.HAHA ;D

Last Thursday, I have a dream.

Whoaa.seriously the dream was real.

I really expected that it was in real life.

A handsome guy come towards me and asking for my phone.

I handed to him and he got my number.

He's totally awesome that I couldn't resist.

But...who??

I can't remember his face.

When I wake up, I grabbed my phone and nothing happened.

Hooo.that time I felt stupid again.HAHA=='

Maybe overdose of antibiotic made me like this ;)

Tomorrow I have to go back to Muadzam to sit for Math Mod paper on Monday.

Goshh! Memang taknak balik tao rasa.

Sabar. A few more weeks to go before SPM.

I need to be more focus and put away all those dizzy problems and..

And I don't know what...HAHA

again ;)

Cuti ni tak kelua mane except pegy clinic penawar je.haha

Tak larat ouh nak jalan.and taktawu pon nak pegy mane.

Bukannya orang lain cuti pon.

So, duduk rumah bukak laptop.

Haa. Menghadap laptop ni puas puas. HAHA

Currently busykan diri sendiri dengan project video editing.

Go go go!

By the way, I'm a good hacker to crack code. Hee ;D

home ??

This time.

I'm home not for fun.

Wednesday was my seriously bad day.

Monday after Physics paper, we, the F5 aspurians decided to maen hujan.

it's damn exciting!

Running, jumping, dancing and so much more.

But, I thought that I'd take all the precautions to avoid fever as many paper to finish this week.

But, the next day, night prep, in the PSP for Add Maths class,

Luckily I brought the sweater but then I still shivered.

Thanks to my buddy Syamim for the flu medications ;)

That night was worse for me cuz after took that pill,

I went to sleep because it's sleepy and I have to give up on my Add Maths.

Huh! It's Trial MARA okay.

The next day, Wednesday 21st Sept 2011,

wake up in the morn.

Urghh! My head is hurt.

What to do ?? It's already 6!

Doc, I have headache.

Wait, I give you panadol.

Luckily I have that kind of roommate.

Next, I forced myself to take a bath.

It's very cold!

I ran to musolla and perform my Suboh prayer.

Then, go to class and I'm sweating.

God! it's crazy.pagi tu dah lah sejuk gilaa.

Start exam with paper 1.

I found myself about to shiver again.

Quickly I put on my sweater.

My head was heavy and my minds wasn't there.

I keep telling my mind that you have to do the best, Nadzirah!

After finished paper 1,

all of the F5 have to rush to PSP for preparation for paper 2.

God! PSP was so damn cold!

I sat on the place where air cond was slow.

But then it's still made me shiver.

I won't blame my friends not to care about me.

I know they're busy with their preparation.

At that moment, I was crying alone because it's so cold and my hand was pale.

My sweater can't helped me anymore.

While my other friends busy doing Add Maths,

I tried my best to answer those questions on the book,

But a few minutes, I can't stand with that and finally put my head on the desk and close my eyes.

That time, my heart was crying alone and I blamed myself.

Why there's nobody come and take a look at me?

Asking if I'm okay and do something to cure me?

Now I realized that I live without my mom in the college.

My V.I.F do ask me but they can't do anything.

Pity won't change anything.

I tried to be patient and hope for miracle.

But nothing gonna change if I'm the one who doesn't change it!

So, I made my decision to go outside of the PSP for a while.

Alhamdulillah. It's not so cold out there.

Cikgu Mazlan : Awak kenapa? Demam ke ?

Me : Taklah. Selesema je. Sejuk sangat dekat dalam.

Cikgu : Takpelah. Awak duduk dekat meja batu tu. Nanti demam pulak sejuk sangat.

Me : Okay, cikgu!

(sangat terharu with those words)

I rushed to grab my books and told my vif.

No one wants to follow me there.

It's okay then.I don't mind.

I sat there and tried to do revision.

But, a few minutes later,

My body felt something wrong.

Sun doesn't shine that day.

And yet I'm still shivering outside the PSP.

My hands was pale.My nails changed from red to purple-blue like that.

I found myself fell asleep on the chair.

I wake up and tried to focus on my work.

But I failed!

Naduk! Naduk!

I heard the sound from my besties.

OH my! The class had finished.

Lamanya aku tertidur ni!

I opened up my eyes and my head was heavy and dizzy.It's turn round and round.

Azlaila, boleh tak amek kan bag aku ?

Then, she went for lunch and I don't want to.

Can you believe that I don't want to eat chicken?

HAHA ;D

I rushed to my room and sleep!

Shera came to my room and touched my head.

Naduk! Panas ni!

Kejap.aku amek air.

She put towel on my face to give me some coldness.

Temperature time tu memang dasyat kot.sebab haba panas tu dasyat gila.

Awak Nadzirah ye ? Cikgu Normala suruh jawab paper ni dekat sickbay.

Ustazah came to my room.

Perrhh.bapak dia.pening gilaa kepala nak suro jawab.

Jalan nak ke sickbay pon melayang.Adoiyai=='

Sickbay's door was locked.

Miss Ana and Cikgu Wan came.

Solved the problem.

Finally I'd been forced to answer paper 2.

If not, I failed!

Goshh! memang gilaa.

I'd never submitted that type of WORST paper.

This is my first! Rasakan lah!

Tertidur dekat dalam sickbay time jawab tu.

Cuz temperature naik.

Towel ade. Terpaksa amek air masak lap kepala.

Sampai tumpah sikit dekat kertas.

That time, I felt so shit!

Finished up early sebab tak tahan nak muntah rasa.

Say thanks blah blah blah to that ustazah

And rushed to toilet. Luckily tak muntah pon.

Went to sleep.

Bila budak budak semua dah balik, they said aku makin panas.

Luckily Tijid came and lap satu badan.

Azlaila bought my favourite Gardenia but makan sikit gila tak boleh dah

Nak muntah.Thanks to Cikgu Wan for the 100plus and Actifast.

It's helped me a lot.

Malam, Azlaila stay with me.

Fatiha and Miza came to take a look.

I love my friends <3

The next day, at 7am. I told my mom.

Nak balik boleh tak? 

Rasa macam nak mati je sakit kalau dekat Muadzam ni.

Everything doesn't comfort me.

Home sweet home, is it ? HAHA

Finally my mom brought me back and

THE END!

Story ni panjang and rasa sangat sensitive about sakit sakit ni.

When I used to get fever, my beloved papa(arwah pidot) will take care of me.

He will accompany me and comfort me.

He made me feel safe.

Even that time, I'm all alone in the sickbay and no one else in Aspuri.

He texted me and made me feel safe by his side :')

How I missed that moment so much.

Right now, there's no one will care about me 24/7 just like he did.

How could I ever forget him and live a new life when no one can replace him?

Ya Allah. Please give me strength.I'm too weak.

P/s: 

-You're nothing to me, ICB, you fool!

-PCB, i know you well. Same goes to LMH . Thanks by the way ;)

morning ;)

hai ;)

ticket pukul 6 pm. macam shttttt

tanak balik maktab !!

tape tape.sabar.less than 3 months je nadzirahh ;)

balik ruma ni tak buat ape pon.

but having nice perfect time with family.

that's what i want.

haihh.bila la nak habes SPM ni.

wants to earn money and go buy galaxy.

it's so amazing tahu.sabaa jelahh--'

i found out mood aku sekarang tengah terok.jealous dengan diorg dekat kuantan tu.

haihh.yelah.sape je aku ni kan.sumpa terasa!!

P/s : kalau kau nak mati sorang sorang, jangan susahkan aku boleh tak ? ICB sucks!

homeyy.

Hahha.bengap !

semalam balik dr muadzam pegy segamat naik bus.
kena berdiri.main sumbat je.
memang jd sardin.grr==
at least boleh balik kan kan
esok balik dah.takde ticket.macam shutt je.

CIKGU PAAN ;)

Terima kasih lahh baca blog saya ye ;D
Appreciate it a lot, sir!

Trial MARA macam scary memang.
paper bio takpaya cerita lah. memang layak SANGAT jadi doctor.hee;) 

sedeh balik :'(

esok pagi dah nak balik maktab balik.

sekejapnya cuti :(

tak ready utk semua benda.homework tak buat langsung.

Jealous dgn org2 yg dah dekat uni semua. Haihh--'

tolong lahh cepatt sikit SPM nih.70 hari lg je.saba saba.

lepas tu aku kena campak mane ntah.wallahualam.

serious memang aku dah tak pk sekola dah.nak jd ape eh??

sbb surrounding aku semua budak2 uni kot.

tu yg mcm kurang ajar je tu.

nak pegy States fr software engineering.

tapi bilaa pikir balik, kat malaysia je pon bolehh.

chances nak masok uni sekarang susah woo. ni lg teringin nak pegy oversea? hahha ;D

yg awak tu, org pon penat lahh.sukati awak lah eh.

Nadzirah's weather forecast for tomorrow,

raining heavily as my heart crying loudly cuz i feel too weak to survive my life in the world's best hell, the lovely mjsc.

whatever it is, i know, bersusah2 dahulu...bla bla bla.tak larat nak sambung pnjang2.karang buat abrv pelik2 baru tahu.

haihh== nak mengeloh je ni dohh.haha ;D dah dah.bye.aku still boleh sengih2 lagi ( ;D ) even rasa hati aku nak meletop sebab byk benda cuz orang kata aku ni bodohh==' sebab tu macam ni.

takpelahh.janji aku bole hidup lg.hee ;)

Kelakar==

ape aku ni tibe cakap kelakar.

penat semalam one whole day dekat shah alam.

akak pindah rumah dr rumah sewa bodohh yg ade bitch kepada ruma kondo ;D

tahniahh.akak pinda ruma dlm demam demam tu.

da nak balik 11pm lebih, drive thru mcd terblurrr taktahu nak order ape.

pandai pon ade jugak aku ni.haha ^_^

Apek! Apek! HAHA. dah lame tak denga kau mengarot.nice semalam dpt denga kau mencarut dgn baik.BHAHA ;D

Yg si awak tu pulak. Bilaa la nak settle ni kan. Penat nihh. Aku pulak give up karang baru puas agaknya.

Yg si PCB tu pulak, aku pon tak sanggup lagi nak carut2 kat kau sbb penat sgt dahh.sudah2 lah tu kay.kalau kau diam, lagi aku geram.

Yg my lil bro tu pulak, haihh. syg kau lahh.

Yg my childhood friend ni pulak, thanks lahh ye.

Yg si cousin2 aku ni pulak, thanks cheer up my raya holiday a lot kay ;)

Ape lg ehh...

Haaa.

Yg si LYTD and PF, sangat rindu korang.

Sebenanye aku bosan and tanak balik maktab esok.homework tak buat lgsg.Sorry cikgu! Sy nak berjaya tp jgn curik Raya sy k. Bulan mulia nihh ;)

haa.this is my family.raya without abang this year.dia raya kelantan.

lupa nak upload haritu ;)

SILENT HILL

Amacam ? Ada real ?

Leng leng ah~ HAHA

Plan desaru cancel weather tak okay and plan bertukar pegy ke kota tinggi.HAHA

P/s : I love you <3

eh eh.tak eh.itu movie.salah salah.

P/s : Tolong clear kan ni semua.rasa bersalah sikit pon ade jugak. Aku memang sesuai berlakon watak prmpuan bodoh dlm bercinta.BHAHA ;D

Hantu Bonceng

HAHA.nice cerita ni. kelakar.

By the way, fun dgn cousins cousins tu semua.

HAHA.Karok pon best even though sekejap.

BOB, thanks teman text aku bro ;D

P/S : penat laa awakkk. Haihh==

RAYA di tc.

planning nak pegy CS.but ade problem dgn showtime dkat cs.

So, nak tanak, TC jelahh kan.

 ZAIDI ;)

SHAKIRA:D

ME again

 Tauke kaya raya ;D

 ZAKI lahh ;)

 Tauke leng leng ahh;D

Orang demam ;)

Nadzirah's weather forecast for tomorrow, sun will shines even brighter than before. See ya !

Third Day of RAYA

Penat nya.Berminyak minyak muka ni.

Dari pagi beraya last sekali dekat Kulai.

Yang memang geram tu bila rumah yg pegi beraya tu depan ruma Jeff Sepah.

Whooo.geram woo~

Aki Adi dapat lah jumpa sebab ingat dia takde ruma..

Harini dah lah panas. Akak pulak demam.

Alahai=='

Macam mane nak tengok Hantu Bonceng esok ?? HAHA

Fighting Fighting !!

Currently dekat Larkin ;)

Gotta go.

Second day ;)

Put a smile ;)

Layan cerita Personal Taste for the second time.

Mak masak Laksa Johor specially requested by Abg Shah.

Mak Long Kota, Ayah Long, orang Larkin semua ada td.

Best. Tp penat lah woo~

Esok gerak Kulai.eleh.relax kot.at least still around Johor je kot.

I can live without you those bastard.

Don't worry okay. HAHA ;D

Simple notes kan.

Tuhan uji orang tu sbb tahu org tu boleh tempuhi dugaan tu.
Seeing from other perspective, maybe perempuan lain tergolek dah kena tipu bodoh bodoh dengan lelaki yang da janji macam macam.HAHA
But experience tu penting kan.
Rasa macam nak tergolek ketawakan ketakpandaian aku dan kebodohan dia sendiri.
Macam mane aku boleh terjebak dalam dunia kebodohan ni lagi ?
Tapi dah terer dah.(bajet best! )
Kelakar tengok aksi kantoi dia yang ternyata menonjolkan kebodohan dia.
Sorry cakap bodoh banyak banyak sebab terang lagi bersuluh sikap dia tu menunjukkan kebodohan.again.HAHHA.
Takboleh salahkan dia jugak sebab aku yang doa jauhkan dari maksiat, tunjukkan kebenaran semua.
Yes. Allah tengah tunjukkan lah ni, Naduk. Tak realize lagi ke ? Haihh--


I'll always keep in my not-so-functional-brain untuk think twice and wisely about personal life.
It's not like buat pilih baju dekat shopping mall.
But I'm those person who used to be called a fool in my life.
Good to be adviser for others but when it comes to my own life, it becomes worst and even blank.
I need to work on that things to make sure that I'm not a fool again to lose someone perfect and not a fool again to be dumped.Two different things.Seems like about love je lebih.

Jealous tu ade when cousins semua phone bunyik. Ade je someone to text to and someone to make you laugh.At those point, baru tahu nak rindukan arwah.
Ya Allah. Kurniakan aku lelaki yang baik ;)

HAHA RAYA ;D

Me with these kinda face after HAPPY to be SINGLE again ;D

We're best SiStar ;)

Love the one and only SiStar in this world <3

MY LOVELY COUSINS <3

GREEN for Raya ni.

Perempuan sahaja ;)

Adi ;)

Aki ;)

Cousins ;))

nice then ;)

You fu**, man !

Sorry for the words but it suit you well. HAHA

nice playing the games with my heart.

Luckily takdelah bodoh sangat aku ni tu find out yang dia tu ade orang laen.

Bila dah kantoi macam ni, baru aku puas hati.

This time, memang no tears for you.

Rasa tak marah pon dekat AWAK tu.

Serious.sebab rase macam kelakar laki yang tak seberape tu nak jadi playboy.

Dahlah bodoh sampai kantoi kantoi.

Harap je belajar kat tempat org pandai2.

Laki zaman sekarang mmg pattern tak setia.hm.girls pon same je kot.HAHA

Even sis,cousin, semua cakap BUATPE NAK SETIA.

Wooo.diorang amalkan itu rupanya.

Naseb baek aku ade backup flirting with other guys.

Patot tak termakan hati sangat kot nih +_+

To kakak ___, Thanksalot for the nice information about the guy eh.

Lelaki ni buat aku rasa kelakar even lil bit kecewa but at least kitorang tak pena jumpe, kira baru start lahh.

Nice then. Takdelah kecewa sangat cuz instinct as a woman tu tinggi saying that lelaki ni ade rahsiaaa.HAHA

Nak kecewa pon tak paya sangat cuz he just a piece of sh** (sorry for the word)

Tak makan hati sangat cuz I've experienced even worse than this. Totally worst dgn si Funkers dulu!

And tak rugi pape, just rugi kan hati aku and precious time.

That's why life told you that experience made you better even it's bitter.HAHA

Wahai kawan kawan yang anggap SEWWWWEEEEEEET sangat kitorang ni, haaa.

inilah hasilnya.once aku pena cakap kat sape ntah, bdk ni macam tak bole percaya.tengok ayat dia sikit punya baik time nak tackle.

Wooo.naseb baek dah ada precaution awal awal ek. KAHKAHKAH

Malu derr kantoi macam tu, bro =='

pegy flush muka dalam mangkuk tandas jelah kay.haha

Okay.stop here about him. WAIT!! tak layak pggl him.him salu about the one special.

Okay.stop here about ____.YEAH! Sorry word yg came out tu mmg tak sopan.

_____________________________________________________________________________

Haa.ni about my raya semalam..Guess nak upload gambar.tapi sabar sabar lahh kot.

Nice raya pertama dekat Larkin.

Adi Aki semua ada ;D

Kakyo, akak, adi, aki : Plan berjalan spt biasa kay.Karok lah kan;D

And yes.pagi raya pegi kubur and suddenly rindu arwah.

Rasa macam terasa sgt without him.

Still waras lagi takkan nak wish raya kat number phone dia.

But that ICB tu serious tak macam arwah.grrr.harap name je same.

ape lagi bole buat except for al-fatihah for him.

Goshh.even nampak normal, waktu nak dekat raya ni sumpa tercarik carik dia doh.

Raya lahh moment best kitorang.

Tuka tuka gambar raya. Cerita pegi mane. Makan ape.Even gadoh gadoh sometimes.

But tak pena lame pon gadoh tu, tu yang syg gilaa tu.

Semua tu aku tak appreciate and sayang pon that moment.

Macam, alaa.biaselah tu. But then, bila dah hilang, baru nak terasa.

Rindu nak denga dia cerita about niece dia yang chomel sangat tu.

Tasha, somehow, someday, i gotta find you baby ;)

She's too special for him.

Raya tahun ni without tok mak and arwah utk share semua sangat bg impact besar.

But life must goes on kan.

Sayang, jumpa kat syurga je nanti kay.insyaAllah ;)

Hm.time form 3.sebok2 cat rumah.dia pon cat bilik colour HIJAU.

Dia kate tu fav dia.

Aku pon cat colour fav.lavender for sure.

Serious tak tahu nak cakap kat sape lagi.

So this blog that only left.

Dia pon suka bukak blog ni dulu and tanye, 

"takde cite pasal pa lagi ke ?"

Sampai aku reblog balik post pasal dia.

I'll always remember that ;)

Perrh.ni kalau nak story pasal arwah je ni makan masa a whole month tahu..

Mood nak touching je raya ni pon tak boleh jugak.

Bak kate akak, jangan nak touching sangat lahh.

Sokay sokay ;)

I'm out.Pergi tolong mak ;D

selamat hari raya ;D

Happy for Raya ;D

But these two things that stuck in my head right now is ::

-Feeling uncertain about ICB and it's over between us.is that something i had to be happy ?? I guess so.

- The second thing is about arwah.Haihh.At this point, I do really need him a lot and do crazy about why does there arent guys like him ? To make me happy all the time. God! Send me a man that could cheer me up for my whole life. Not a BOY that just come and go as he wishes just like him.

Maybe kena ikut cakap mak.Carik orang dekat2 je.nanti susa.
Haa kan.dapat dah.
Sudahlah.enough for this feelings. Arwah.Really miss you :(

i won't

i won't let my heart torn apart again.

just like now.

sudahlah nadzirah.

trust your heart.

he wasnt love you at all !

Fullstop !

Rasa macam bodoh bila kena tipu kan ?

But itsokay. I still can breath even without you.

You such a piece of ****.

pergi HELL lah lelaki macam kau!

geram sangat nihh

about today.

currently di larkin.

buat ketupat ape semua.wee.kebas kaki aku.

about semalam....

taktahu nak comment ape.

memang never expected it from you.

this is what you called love ??

marah orang macam nak hape.

org tahu salah org.

hati ni tenga tak berapa betul.

tak stable cuz still rindukan arwah.

awak takkan paham

but then.awak marah org macam ni.

salah sikit je pon.

tahu awak sacrifice many things semalam cuz nak chat dgn org.

but.bukan org plan semua ni okayy.

last person yg penah marah org just arwah time 2008 dulu okay.

awak ingat org mcm patung senang2 nak marah tak puas hati dgn org.

heshh.banyak lagi benda org kena pikir okayy.

teroskan lahh marah org.org takboleh buat ape dahhh.
and org tak rasa awak syg org.
so.skrg.baik awak blah dr hidup sy.
hm.menyampah dgn org mcm awak.

Naduk.please.
make him shuhh shuhhh away from you life

gadoh.haa.nice then

Sorry again pasal hal tu, awak.

Yes! New looks.

Tahniah kepada diri sendiri sebab sudah berjaya menukarkan blog ini kepada sesuatu yang baharu.

Hesh.BM hebat ni.bangga Cikgu Paan ;D

wtv.

After 2 days hidup dekat shopping mall, harini berada di rumah.

For what ??

For sure untuk mengemas rumah ini.nak raya lah katakan.

Wahai si Icey Creamy Bunny Hunny. rasa macam nak tumbok kamu ni.

menyakitkan hati betul.

For my beloved eternity love in heaven, 

you should know that I miss you so much.

Your face and our memories came out of sudden about the Raya.

I'll not forget each moments :)

oh my home ;D

reached home at 1 am.

mak amek at 5.straight to shah alam.

hmm.best.buka mcd dalam kereta.

ada anak Norsip tu sekali.

esok pagi nya pegy jalan carik jeans semua2.

satu hari suntuk kat mall.buka larkin.

balik penat tido.kesian my roti john and others cuz kena campak tong sampah.

heee;D

wake up this morn and pegy ksl city.

wee.expo yg sumpa murah2.branded lagi kot.

such a great day ;D

wahai makhluk.

Tak sedar sedar lagi ke yg aku benci kau ??

Macam perfect je nak sakit kan hati aku.

Ade name baru lagi utk aku.Wasabi.

Fine then about that wasabi things.

Kau tu yang tak habes habes bajet best.

Meluat kot tengok muka kau.

Seriously dah lama aku tak mencarut depan manusia lagi lagi lelaki.

But congrats lahh.Hati aku mencarut je bila nampak kau.

Dekat kelas tu lagilah.muak tengok okay.

Macam nak termuntah.

Bajet aku nak sangat kawan kau huh ??

Errr.geli lahh bhaii !

So, kau bole pegi mampos sane, mummy boy!

errr.lagi menggelikan.ade hati nak jadi gangster.tapi anak mak.

Boooo!

P/s : lega dah rasa ;DDDD

sangat lah lame.

lama tak post mengarot dalam ni kan kan.

haritu yg pegy kuantan tu sgt best.

even sedeh sebab takde cikgu wan.

kitorg, KHALID buka dekat mama chop papa grill as it was the only place yg tak full reserved lagi.

sangat fun eventhough mahal sebab kelua duit yg kita pegang sendiri.

went to KFC.went to Rotiboy.lepak kat Big Apple.

nice moment with them.

lagi lagi dekat StarDollar tu.hee ;D

Lutfi.lutfi.

Aiman.Fikri.Fatiha.Miza.Haziq.

Thanks cuz korang paling banyak cheer me up on that day.

about my Icey Creamy Bunny Hunny,

there's nothing more problem.

but the problem is that i love you so much.HAHA

thanks for being there for me.

I hope this relationship will stay till the end of our life ;)

Perrhh.ayat nak power je.HAHA.

tak sabar gila nak tunggu raya.

wee.nak balik rumah sangat sangat.