Miss the Old Days:(

How I love to be like before.

Having fun and free.

Having nothing to be cared of.

I can keep smiling eventhough anything bad comes.

I still can laugh madly when tears of pain pours down.

Just to say that I love my life.

I don't even care what people say.

Some people say I'm Wild while it isn't like that.

Whether they like it or not,it's just their own opinion.

And won't change anything about me.

But.

I'd already made a move.

I stepped one step forward.

Thinking maturely about what this world meant for.

But when I lost my way again.

And got frustrated from what I have right now.

I just can watch my old life.

Seeing me laughing happily to cheer me up.

What happened to me ?

All my efforts that I have put on hundred percent.

Everybody will feel the same feeling if that happened.

All of your efforts won't change anything about you.

It's just worse.worse and worst.

It won't change their thoughts about me.

They just say the same things.

Their mind had set something kinda bad about me.

And anything I do is just the same.

And for sure.Yes.I don't care.

But still.I do have heart and feelings.

Slowly I wanna find the way.

The things messed up.

And sometimes I think of turning back to old times.

But right now.

Once I made a move.

And I won't turn back.

Don't worry Blog.

I know whether it's right or wrong.

And I'd tried to change because of myself.

And not for other people outside.

So, let me live my life happily.

And you don't have to interfere my life.

It's my prob to be Tame or Wild.

It's just me.

Rememberrr !