out of sudden.

rase nak shuffle this iPod and it play Crazier by Taylor Swift.
rase sebak pulak tibe tibe.well.
lagu yg aku bagi dia dengar dekat iPod ny.
hmm.cerita lama tayah dikenang kembali kan.
there's no point of regretting the past.
the story when i went so stupid in love.
im supposed to be like that.i dont even know why.
kata je no point of regretting but yet im still regret.
about him.i dont know what kind of charm that lee mihun tu ade.
i have no idea about that.
and we're not in the correct place.
correct time.
correct situation.
so.now aku yg gilaa.tapi sekarang tak dah.wee.

second thing is best moment with my superb best friend,NURUL HAZIRAH HAMID.
when we translated the Crazier song in Malay.
suddenly rasa nak buat mcm tu bila bosan time KIKA.

ku takkan ikut angin.

biarkan saje.

dia bawa ke mane dia suka.

sampai kau bukak pintu.

banyak lagi yang aku tak lihat.

mencuba terbang tapi takde sayap.

tapi kau datang kau ubah segalanya.

kau buat ku terapung.

kau putarkan ku.

kau buat ku gila..ku gila.

rase ku jatuh dan ku.

hilang di mata mu.

kau buat ku gila..ku gila.ku gilaaa.

baru nak terkial kial.

haaa.tadi baru nak start buat homework.

add math punye notes.babun.byk tu.

satu topic je dpt dr internet dn terselamat.

2topic fr 2 hours.gilaaa ape.tapi.pause pause texting nana lah.HAHA.

then.pukol 12 mcm tu.

siap dah.good timing.

so.time for fun.tgk lah variety show korea*yg include 2PM sahaje.

baru je habes ny.whoaa.maken lame.maken addicted.

and benci bila org yg aku tak berape suka,suka ape yg aku suka.

HAHA.naseb baek tak gilaa kan WooYoung aku tu.BHAHA.

tak sangka da nak habes cuti dah.

blog ny pon byk berkhidmat sbg diary aku.

nanti dah tua tua kerepot sikit.nak bukak balik lahh.

mesti kelakar.tanak buang post post semua ny.

aikk.jaoh pulak aku pikir.

its time to cheer up.

HAHA.kenape aku semangat sangat ny??

*bukan salu ke mcm tu?

salu je down tapi semangat tak hilang.aku ny manusia jenis ape ntah.

robot kot.HAHA.

tape tape.from now on.aku maken terer menangani masalah stress aku.wee.

aku salu stress and blurr and mcm bodo lah senang bila bgn pagi pagi.

actually tak pagi but afternoon and mak forced me to wake up sbb nak pegy mane mane jelah kan.

salu sgt.then.yg jadi mangsa nya ialah AKU.

kena rushing but aku tak rushing pn.kena lah tggu kan.

nak kejot Princess ny kena set timing betol betol.

prepare je brape lame.BHAHA.

Useless Princess layak lah kan.

so.dlm kereta.i got even more more stress.

from WHO ?? for sure my sys.not my mom.

BECAUSE she will put her pendrive and listen to her song only.adoii.

pening kepala laa layan lagu akak.

sikit je interest about lagu kitorg yg same.

semua berubah bila aku maken addicted dgn 2PM.HAHA.

so,i told her to change settings.set the sound just to the front.

dia salu duduk depan kan.

so i put my headphone and turn the not-so-lovely iPod tu on.

HAHA.around the next 15 minutes.

my mouth cant stop from talking,blabbering and others.

HAHA.easy right ? or boring dekat ruma and sedeh la ape semua.

hadap netbook ny and download download and download Korea Variety Show.

almost 99.9% will include 2PM.HAHA.

baru syok.TAHNIAH kepada aku ye.wee.

seronok tu seronok.

sekola da nak start.

so jgn berkata tentang itu.

nanti tade mood.so buang jaoh jaoh.

buat tak tahu.itu baru bagos an.HAHAHA :D

*best student.

Malaysia

HAHA.iloveyou Malaysia.

team football kita maken hebat lahh beb.

whoaaa! mmg best lah.

tadi kan kan.pegy lepak larkin je tao.

then.pegy giant extra.tu jelah.

tapi harini byk benda kelaka lahh.HAHA.

lawak Kak Limah Balik Kampung tu digunakan sampai harini.HAHA.

Malaysia menang tadi.Tahniah *back to main subject.

on the way back.

dekat highway.then.

tetiba yunie message.

suro bukak kbsworld sbb 2pm ade.

gilaa ape.tak smpat punye.

sayangnye.

sambungan lets go dream team last week.

kena tggu download jelah kan kan.

nak snggah KFC lagi tadi.

mane sempat.geram je denga yunie cerita WooYoung chomel sgt td.

haihh.dia tu dah lah baby face.

chomel habessss.seriouss ;)

hobby.

what will we get from our hobby?

fun lahh for sure.HAHA.

i dont know how my life without this lappy starting from the next few days.

mahu nye terseksa.

maktab kate nak bagi.jgn buruk siku lah kan.

tapi miss zetil kate how bout electricy bill maktab kena tanggung lagi.

haihh.mintak lah bayaran.

mcm cell phone tu nanti.alaa.nak bawak lappy ny jugak.

karang bawak jugak karang susa.ntahlah.

mcm mane nak tinggalkan video video.

variety show dlm lappy semua ni.

haishh.susah weh.mesti nak tergolek golek.

calm down.one more stressful year only.

go go go !

hmm.cuak lah nak naek sekola.

entahkan kenape.HAHAHA.

sebab homework tak start langsung kot.

tape tape.tenang sahaje.HEE.

journey.

perjalanan satu hari je beb.

gilaa penat.best lah tapi kan.

dapat pen shauffer ke ape ntah name dia.

makan pn sedap.dekat restaurant felda villa tu kan dia buat.

dasyat jugak lahh.

merry christmas;)

lagu ny best.

best sangat kot.haha.

sebab ape??

2PM ade je kot.HAHA.

whoaa.semangat.

now i realized that

bangun pagi ny bagos kan.

mcm mcm benda boleh buat.

sedangkan org laen baru nak bangun.

pagi pagi lagi mak dah kejot.

nak pegy kubur harini.

then.after that.makan dekat zz cafe tu.

whoa.mmg the best place for breakfast.

duduk bersila kan.tadi penat jadi penggali kubur.hee.

lepas tu.balik ruma.
lepak kejap.penat kan.
then.teros nak gerak.
ingatkan nak pegy tgk dkt tc je.
then.check internet.maghrib cite tu.
lame sgt tu.kakyo pn ade dinner.
then.tgk dekat cs.
perfect time.
tapi jam.sampai lambat.
tepat tepat time.hee
tgk hantu kak limah balik rumah.
best lah.kelakar.
U smpai tgk 2kali dkt wyg.
kenape ntah.haha.
then.carik parking tak jumpa jumpa.

next.pegy jusco permas.
carik baju for qaiser tomorrow.
kan nak pegy wedding kak mimi tu.
penat penat.
pegy makan dkt permas.
then.perut buat hal.
same mcm mak.masok angin dah
breakfast pg tu je.
time dkt ruma baru balik kubur.tade time nak makn.haha
best harini.yeay !

our culture dah musnah ??

what way?haha.

find new spirit for the next beautiful year.

by buying new stuff.

beli pencil case yg sgt chomell.hihi.kan semangat tu.haha

tadi dekat angsana kan.

beratur dekat mcd yg penuh dgn government worker tu semua kan.

then.boleh aje cashier tu mcm takde adab.geram betol.

naseb baek lahh tak carik pasal lebih.

kakyo kat sebela dah panas.but im still okay.haha.

dia boleh mcm nak hape je.tahu lah penat.

tapi perlu lah mcm tahi je muka tu.

mintak order pn mcm ape.mak kate naseb baek bukan mak yg line up.

haha.hm.then.nak terlanggar org kt sebela.

aku pye baek ckp soryy and senyum lah kan.

then.bole buat muka.haihh.

cantek.hot.anak raja ke.takpelah jugak.

ny mcm hape je muka.nak bajet je.

kenapelah dgn melayu zaman sekarang ny.

mane hilang good manners and budaya timur yg patot ade dlm diri.

bukan nak cakap ape.

even Korean tu pn sgt hormat org.same mcm Japanese.

rase mcm terhina Melayu tao.

org kita pulak mcm tak sedar diri nak ikot States.

diorg tu mmg lah.kita ny kan Timur.

even byk korean duduk States and byk org States kt Korea,

diorg still je ikut budaya Timur tu.

apelahh.hopefully one day.Malay akan sedar kesilapan kita ny.

hope sangat sangat.

am i ready??

am i ready for spm ??

am i ready for form5??

good question.

i dont even know the answer.

haha ;D

macam mane lah next year ny.

kecott ny.da lah result mcm hape jek.

adoii.kena buat something lahh.

eh si bodo.

kau tu.sedar diri lah.

kau ingat kau sorg je yg bole benci aku.

perr.when mention my name kau rase nak mencarut??mcm tu??

wehh.kau belom pena terima maki aku lagi lahh bro !

anak manja.cakap nak hebat je.bodoh !

kau ingat aku suka ke dekat kau??

kau ingat aku suka org kenen kenen kan tu??

oh please ! mcm bagos nye nak benci org tak agak agak.

aku tak kacau hidup kau lahh setan.

yg kau tetibe nak benci aku kenape??buang tebiat??

lantak kau lah.kalau next year tak tukar kelas,haa.lantak.

pegy mampos lah kau sane.nak spm tak spm.

aku kesah ape.

best nye.

thanks to puteri., farzana@nenek and my sys.

haha.serabot kecoh egt tak dpt tgk cerita ny sbb lambat.

then.rupanya ade 11.45 pg.

haha.beli combo set jugak.

dpt bottle tu and yoyo.kelakar jek.

then,makan dekat kfc.

lepak lepak je.then.balik.

happy:)

even diorg bukan my friend pn.hee.

even sakit hati sikit dgn seseorg tu.haha.

haha.seronok jek.

tadi.turon bawah makan.

kak nurul dgn abg ade tadi.

then.diorg da nak balik.

akak bawak kelua moto.

im wearing the skirt.

and wonder how cld i get there.

takan nak duduk mcm org kampung salu duduk.mahu nye tergolek.haha

then.naek je jugak.skirt kembang kan kan.hee.

abg suro bwk phone dia.

dia bukak application oh my speed.

ade kira kmh dgn mph.

then.tunjuk map dgn direction ke mane.

da mcm org tak betol.akak tukang pusing je.

dpt lah kajian.

straight ke jalan besa menuju taman rinting.

kiri ke laut then smpai straight sembawang,spore.haha

kanan ke hiway pg.

belakang pegy sungai masai.haha.

round pye round.dekat area ruma satu tgkt tu.

gelap.ade budak laki lepak.perghh.serangan jantung aku kene.

terperanjat sgt.sumpa.haha.akak teros pecot je.

akak cool je.sakai betol.then ternampak kelibat diorg lg bile round.

akak press motor.mcm bagos je kan.haha.best.best;)

this cutie.

inilah wooyoung.

nampak dia dance mcm org gilaa kan kan??

dia mmg mcm ny.

that's why i like him most.

why??sbb aku gilaa ke suka org gilaa.

eh.eh.tak lahh.manede.haha;D

bila tgk byk variety show 2pm.dia mmg mcm ny.

dia ade byk crazy dance.

other thing is muka dia baby face.

suka buat muka innocent dia.haha.

baby face pn tergolong dalam beast idol.

tu baru best.tak doughnut.haha;D

tough okay.2pm lahh katekan.

haha.tadi fight dgn jidin pulak.

dia kate 2pm dia pye.

aku manelah nak kalahkan.

suro dia amek kpop yg laen.

sbb aku tak suka.

aku nak 2pm sahaje.hee;)

eeeeyyy.geram sgt ny.sumpahh.

eh.hello wahai pakcik tua.

kau egt aku pena suka kau.aku tak sakit hati dgn kau ke??

errr.aku takde mase nak meniru kau.pakai background same dkt formspring tu.

ehh.aku pn pena ckp dkt kau aku suka 2pm kan.

kenape kau suka jugak ny??

aku pakai background 2pm sbb tu je yg aku suka.

kau suka lahh bende laen.

dah 2pm je aku addicted skrg.

kau amek lah justin bieber ke.aku tak suka dah dia tu.haihh.

amek lah soshi ke.shinee ke sape sape lahh.jgn kau hidup aku lahh.

tak suka.haaa.karang mula perasan aku saje tiru kau.

sorry babe.im not that desperate.okayy.

plain.

haha.ape yg plain pn aku tak tahu.

miera kt hospital.egt nak tgk.tapi tak tahu bilaa.

hmm.maen monopoly dgn akak berape jam ntah.

kaly ny kalah.adoii.

harini mcm gilaa sikit.

balik amek akak baru habes last paper dia tu.

nak beli goreng pisang dkt balau.tak siap.kene tggu.

so.malas.beli dkt tepi simpang rumah tu.

egt mak nak stop tepi.ny mak pegy straight sampai depan gate.

mak.kate nak beli goreng pisang.

takan adek nak pegy jalan kaki balik.patah balik.tak kira.

haha.mmg lah tak smpai 30 langkah pn dr ruma.

tapi rase wasting je.

mak pn pusing balik.haha.

budak2 sekola akak pulak buat gilaa.

bdk indian maen baling tepung dgn telur dkt kawan dia.

haha.mcm hape dah.happy nye tgk diorg semua.jealous seyy.

harini.hahaha;D

bgn awal lg.bgn bgn.

download smlm sudaa siap.

hee.seronok seronok.

egtkan mesti bosan penat sgt semua kn.

tp tak pn.

buat dekat dewan kota tinggi tu.

sejuk je.tak panas.then.duduk je.da de catering.

then.qaiser nak tido.kitorg duduk satu bilik tu.

aircond lagy sejuk.cantek pulak tu.haha.

gilaa kau tak best.sumpa lah best escape kejap.

then.ade donut karaoke lagu siti lah.kelaka kot.

time sanding lawa sgt sgt.sumpaaa.

theme cantik.maroon putih.byk rose semua.

before balik.ckp ckp dgn budak kecik si danish tu.

adek kpd awek abg shah.haha.

kelaka sgt dia tu.bole berlakon tu.

boleh kalahkan si bdk kecik haziq yg popular tu.

rambut pacak mcm taeyang.lawa seyh.

dia pkai tuxedo time berarak tu.smart sgt.

time org makan2.dia bwk dslr.amek gamba org.

chomell lah budak2 pegang dslr yg besa gedabak tu.haha.

then.qaiser and budak2 tu dkt bilik duduk dlm boxes tao.haha.

danish ckp.eh eh.jgn ! nty terbongek.

bhaha;D manaa wujud word tu dek oi.haha.

kelakar.kak nurul layan je dia.

menyanyi ape semua lahh.tuxedo kotor.takot kena marah lah.

chomel.mulut bising sgt.haha;D

insyaallah 26 dekat belah lelaki tu pulak.

dkt felda villa.

diorg kate.byk vvip.alahai.

ny part yg lemah ny.msti protocol pye.

dah kate pak lah pn nak dtg.

datok lelaki tu kan dato.haihh.
anak sorg je kn.mak abg sulaiman tulah.

susa betol.dia tu cucu favourite pulak.
and satu satu je cucu lelaki.

cousin.cousin.

kak mimi nikah harini.

penat lah even tak buat ape sgt pn.

esok baru kawen dkt dewan.

tadi otw balik.resdung maken buat hal.

terok giler.saket tekak sbb bersin je.

kepale pn mcm da biol dah.

haihh.bila mase lah aku resdung ny kan.

tak sadar pn.tahun ny lah kot maken terok.

ntah ape sebab ntah.

haa.lagi satu berita sedeh tapi happy jugak.haha.

idol show telah selamat habes siap download semua episode.

wee;) berbangga ye.kerana pengorbanan tu sgt dasyat.

mampu bertahan even line mcm tahi.haha;D

issues.

*suka lagu ny sangat sangat.

dr dulu lg.haha.

Sometimes

I Feel like I’m going out of

My mind,

Boy the way you do me is a

damn crime,

But then you smile at me

and its all right,

With you there aint nothin’ in between,

Every time that I walk out the door,

Tell myself I can’t take it no more,

There’s a part of me won’t let you go

Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,

Me and my heart we got issues,

Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,

Damn, I wish that I could resist you,

Can’t decide if I should leave you or kiss you.

Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.

We got issues, issues, issues.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin’ for so long,

You empty out my love until its all gone,

You change the words but still it’s the same song,

I’m tired of the melody.

Change my number and throw out your clothes,

But my feelings for you, it still shows,

I keep building the walls round my heart,

But then I see you, and it all falls apart…

Why fight it, cant hide it

Truth is I think I like it,

Confusion, illusions

Still I don’t know which way to go

memang terbaekk lahh;)

well.friday kan.larkin lahh.

then.bosan.ayah balik keje awal.

ade dinner.ayah ajak pegy mawar.

yeay ! baru je td plan nak ckp dgn mak.sumpaa.

rupanya.ayah lagy bagos.mmg hebat lahh.

semua ekot dlm kereta.

then.yg kelua,ayah and aku jek.

haha.reward fr me fr teman.

dpt lah duduk menunggu dgn pisang tanduk yg aku suka sgt tu.

tauhu ape ntah ayah makan.

and milo ice tabur.haha.last week.milo ice.

saje jek nak milo.sbb milo dia sedap.

haha.tak mcm milo kt maktab.pakai gula.

manelah aku minum lahh oi.haihh.haha.

mood.happy dgn idol army showwww.wee;)

music as saviour.

when everything when wrong.

i listen to my ipod.

when eveything wanted to be cursed.

i turned up the volume of ipod.

im genuinely sure that i will be fine then.

just gimme time.

then.when people want me to help them about the problem.

i just can give my advice.

and ask them to listen to music.

but others also think that not everyone will gonna be fine with just music.

some of them need shoulder to cry.

some of them need someone to lend their ears.

some of them need some kind of fun.

im sixteen now and i know how to handle myself.

how my mood goes up and down.

i need my music or else i need my superb tv show.

the tv show will made me laugh even that time im still crying.

haha.so.lappy or comp not only just machine and robot.

it help in human's mood too.wee;)

then.i'll be alrite.ive tried the experiment this school break.

wee.yes ! it works.

but now.

im not sad or even feeling down so bad.

im stil confuse bout my heart.brrr.

haha.there's no need to think about it too much rite.

let the time run and wait fr what will coming soon.

chill.relax.believe that you can do it.wee;)

haish.hilang semangat.

barulah bersemangat deal dgn pikok.

dgn tijid.sekaly.stalk pye stalk.

perrr.kantoi disitu.

kau da ade awek rupanya eh eh??

ke belom awek.

bakal eh.hmm.haihh.

alahai.kesiannye aku ny.

hmm.takpelah.find another one lahh.

tapi.susa.tapi.entahlahh.

semua sala kau !!

siape suro kau start.

kalau tak kerana tu.aku takde maknenye bole tersuka kau.

sbb tu jugak.baru aku sedar kewujudan kau dlm dunia ny.

last last mcm ny.

mcm sala aku.tapi.

eh.eh.tak tak.salah kau.

last last yg aku mcm gilaa hape ny kenape.haha;D

relax babe.im fine babyyy brrrrr;)

pegy mampos lahh

bodo.bodo.bodo.
tak gunaa.
org penat penat tggu nak habes kn download.
eh.kalau tak,takde maknenye nak onl je keje.
penting kn diri sendirik ! bodoh.
kalau nak alihkan wimax tu ckp dulu bole tak.
line dah macam tahikk.
penat nak carikkk.pegy alih suka suka.
dah 80percent.
kena restart dari awal.bodoh !!
membazir.tawu lahh tga tak onl.
tapi jgn susa kn org laen bole.
bodoh lah engkau ny.
mmg aku emo jek.kenape ??fuck lah kau.

penat.

berjanggut nak tunggu org tu online.

bole pulak onl 3 saat.

mcm hape jek.

haihh.maken cuti ny.

aku maken suka dia ny kenapa eh.

tijid and kwn yg laen laen lahh jg mangsa aku.

haha.asyik cerita pasal dia.

padahal.dah tentu dia suka tuut tuut kn kn.

takpelah.suka je pn kn.

lagipun.hm.ntahlah.

hey hey.

salahkan yunie.

pikok

chua.

sbb influence aku utk suka and watched cerita ni.

tu yg excited sampai beli combo set rapunzel sekali.

pg td.

pegy tesco nampak bag plastic tesco tu.

rapunzel pye.

whoaaa! teros excited.

akak da mcm hape da muka.

mak kate amek lahh.

hee;)

pastu tye.

mak mak.

colour pink ke blue eh yg cantek??

mestilah pink.

haha.mmg jadik kanak2 ribena lahh naek cty ny.

tak sedar diri dah nak form 5.

haishh

serious;D

kenapalahh kau chomel sgt.

chomel ke??euww.bhaha;D

when i.

when i get bored.

im listening my ipod.

playing all the songs that love.

the rhythm made me move.

either slow or fast.

it doesnt matter at all.

all that i need is just music.

when i listened.

i keep thinking about you.

why ??

i cant found the answer yet.

maybe many songs that i listen are the same when we talk together about it.

*haha.

i just want you to know.

that i like you sangat.

bila bosan je.teringat.

tapi bila bosan jelah.

so.bila nak teringat,kene bosan dulu.

*mengarot je.

postscript : problem.cepat lah solve.

penat lahh mcm ny.

haha.today today.

harini saya sudaa tua lorhh.

bhaha;D

azam sudah tersemat di hati.

make sure buat lah kan.

makan singgah selalu je td

chicken chop.

dah confuse.

nak fast food.

mcd baru je makan 2 hari lepas.

kfc pn baru jugak yg dekat larkin tu.

pizza pulak.

baru semalam makan kakyo pye tu.

so.no idea.pegy lah singgah selalu tu.

postscript : pacik tuaaa.ohh pacik tua.

bole tak saya cakap saya sukaa awak sgt sgt.

sayang kot.*lagi over gedik ny.

bhaha;D

kenapa dgn aku ny.

tapelahh.saya tahu saya siape.

hhahahaahaha;D

mood : tga gedikk.bhaha.bodo.

posting fr 12/12.

pegy jusco bukit indah.again.

jusco tebrau city.

searching fr bag yg kakyo nak.

then.giant extra tu.

then.da pukol 10 lebih.

pegy segget.hee;)

best jalan jalan.

kakyo belilah bag yg puas carik merata.

pasar karat jugak yg ade.

alaa.foldable bag tu je pn.haha.

how eh.

feels like wanna cry.

but then rase wasted je.

feels like wanna scream.

but then they will call me weirdo.*yess i am pn.haha

feels like wanna die.

but then.jgn lahh.amalan tak cukup lg.

so.feels like wanna sing and dance.

then.boleh lahh;)

ape salahnye kann.haha.

thankful with my life.

just accept the fate lah kan.

just live my own life happily.

no more tears.

no more serabut serabutt ny.

yeay yeay !

jusco bukit indahh + danga = penatt

first.

pegy jakel.1 jam lebih kot.

sampai nak tecabut kaki.

bape byk kain ntah mak beli dgn mak ngah.haish

then.revenge lahh.

beli barang me and my sys dkt jusco.
beli big apple sekali.
da lame tak beli an.

haha.tahu pn penatt kan kan.

then.sampai larken.

kak mi dtg.

byk kott bebual.

then.beli goreng pisang dkt mawar.

alaa.tht one near to seta and ec tu.

sedap sgt.sumpaa.

haha.thts all;)

fr malam.
start jln pegy drive thru dkt mcd.
lapa sgt.
satu hari ta mkn nasi.
egt mao pegy segget ohh.
tiba jek.jam habes jln.
dah lahh hujan an.
then.round lahh.
pegy pusing pegy danga pulak.
jalan dekat area funfair tu jap.
beli asam yg sedap sgt tu.
jalan jalan.
then.abg mmg ade dekat danga.
dgn budak budak kereta dia.
pegy kat area maxis tu.
tempat diorg gather.
carik qaiser.hee;)
tak lame then.
around pukol 12am.
abg kate ade drift dekat area zara building hape ntah
then.diorg nak pegy tgk.
then.kami pn bertolak pulang ke ruma.
penat lahh  doe.
tp bestttt;)

postscript: that monster memang tunggu kena seypak dgn aku.buat org laen mcm tu.if aku sorg jd victim tape.ny byk.mmg monster yg tak guna.sumpa aku doa kau akan dpt balasan yg setimpal sbb dah hancurkan and susahkan hidop aku plus susah kan hidop perempuan laen.shuuuut  lelaki mcm tu.

wahai pakcik market : aku sokong dan nak ikot azam kau tu.
wahai pakcik tua : kau sudaa tua harini.
wahai pakcik ntah pape : kau kelakar lahh doe.mcm clown.bhaha;D
wahai pakcik band : haihh.sudaa lahh.bole pegy mam lahh lu.
wahai pakcik eh eh tak.atok kot : suda lahh jgn bajet market sgt.padahal tak pn.sakai lahh lu dherrrr.

BANYAK JUGAK PAKCIK KAN.BHAHA;D

larkennn;)

dah lahh tido 3am last nite.

bgn 9.30am.haihh.

baru egt harini friday.

fr sure kene pegy laken.

then,otw nak sampai.

kak hanan msg kate ade kt plaza larkin.

ckp dkt mak.

mak teros hantar.

kknan pn da nak balik.

smpt jumpe kejap.hee:)

rindunye dgn dye tu.

one more shock news.
cikgu NOR PADZILAH sudaa tiadaaa.
tht one yg ajar bm tu :(
cikgu.saye syg cikgu.
semoge cikgu ditempatkan antara golongan yg beriman.
aminnnn.

haihh.

harini mcm rase nak mampos je.

haha.saket sgt.so.

mcm biase.tido jelah care utk kembali pulih.

dari tertonggeng tonggeng.bhaha.

nak tido pn susa.buat hal betol lah.

hari first an.

hmm.bosan sgt lah harini.

tenet slow.bengap betol.pegy bakar jelah p1 tu karang.

baru tawu.

kate nak balik kampung an.

tapi tak confirm.

haishh.

bila lahh encik jaafar bin mohamed ali ny nak approve.

hahaha.tak sabar ny;)

out of sudden,

he text me.

dia kan pakai number tu tu tu..

so.egt kan org tu lah

rupa rupanyaaaa.diaaa.

bodo betol.

dye lah yg bodo.haha.

*sng sng ckp anak org laen bodo.ta betol.ta betol.

yg tak bole nak handle tu.

msg macam salu msg.

tahi dye.

layan ye tak ye jelah.

da la tga tgk 2pm.

ape dye pk aura dye lg kuat dr 2pm??

pegy mampos lahh.bhaha.

blue mixed with purple in colour.

that's my color.

what color ??

haha.badan penuh dgn color tu.

cat bilik kakyo td.

pindah tuka bilik dgn chik.

haishh.ta mcm penat sgt pulak an*even ta buat byk keje pn.haha

tapi best moment lah

before paint work start,

mak balik dr beli cat bawak KFC

so.melantak dulu lahh kan.

then.baru start.

penat tp best.hee.

hopefully.our plan berjalan lancar.

go go.

im waiting fr you,my kampung.

insyaallah lahh.

its the same.

haha.

qaiser ade dekat ruma harini.

penat jugak ye nak lyn budak kecik ny.

tape tape.chomel pye pasal an.

btw,tadi buat movie maker.

semua tu gambar qaiser.

penat tu.

around 160 picture.

hasilnya pn menakjubkan.wee;)

itu jelah keje utk harini.

semalam da penat sepahkan dapur an.

ta bole blah betol.

tapelah.first move mmg worse kn.

happy tade phone.

harini tade org call or message.

but im still happy.

i guess i can live my own life happily rite now.

btw,last nite mimpi.

mimpi saye tengking si MONSTER tu.

dekat kelas.

serve him rite.hahaha;D

some kind of lost.

lost in her own journey of life.

when she get her first move.

she went excited about new world.

new whole WIDE WIDE world.

until the time when she realized that

she went wrong.

she chose the wrong pathway.

she must turn back the time.

make it as usual.

but then.she's just a human being.

with weak condition.she began to start her new life.

even it is so so so hard.

when she found again a place to be the shelter,

she trust it so much.

she also believed that this one was true.

she never look back.

she never worry about the past.

all that she knows only just one.

the shelter cant be broken into pieces and the stronger one.

but.many obstacles in life.

the place for shelter is just a place for fun.

even just the same with the old one.

she cant do anything.

she stuck in the situation.

many people.

but no one can help to heal the broken pieces of her heart.

she cried inside her heart.

heal the pieces and stick them together slowly.

with the wound.she can do nothing.

she kept thinking herself as STUPID STUPID and DUMB.

that's why she cant tell her own feelings about this things.

she might ended up as crazy woman.

but she do believe in herself.

one day,all of these shuuut things will be the strength to face more obstacles.

at last,the girl stand up.

and can held her head up.

and wont look back again.

kenape ek agaknye.

im still wondering why.

the only person tht realize this thing...

only me.i guess.

why can it be like this??

lack of knowledge??

no fr sure.

needed more attention??

maybe cuz lack of love <3

then.why shld do this??

can i ask them why??

no i cant.

they cant accept the reality

that they have to face it clearly.

so,live in the own world

that wont annoy people outside there.

and maybe just must-be-home like rapunzel

is the best way fr them.

not to jerk at others.

but tryna find something to get closer

with the word PERFECTION.

its the best thing they could do.

not just they.

ME TOO.

friday life.

as usual.
friday tu da mcm public holiday lahh kiranya fr my family.
cuz kakyo cuti kerja.hee :)
so, hari jumaat mesti pegy larkin.
if tak jalan mane mane, lepak sane jek.
weekends, kakyo keje.
bosan lah kan.
so, lepak sane td.
pegy danga city mall je.
mp3 yg akak beli tu ade prob.tu je.

how about my life ??
happy always with friends by my side.yeahh :D

daiman plus rapunzel

yesterday planned mahu pegy maen bowling dekat daiman bowl.
pikok tumpang.
dgn kene cepat.akak habes paper awal lah smlm.
mcm serabot sgt.
mak pesan jgn balik lambat.
ade kenduri.

then, yg wujud dan maen hanyalah saya,pikok dan juga yunie.

chua dtg lepas tu.

then maen dua game.bosan suda.

berjalan kaki menuju ke jusco tebrau.

haihh.melecet kaki na sampai sane.

sampai skrg teruk lg.

ta bole kene touch.saket sgt.

wedges pye pasal.sengal betul.

kene hon lg tao.bhaha;D

toothpaste advertisement;D

after watched rapunzel.wee:)

peace.

yunie suda kawen:)

wonder girls sing Nobody.wahhaha;D

mcm lady gaga ?? haha:D

kami<3

pikok penjual bunga.

si yun yun colourful.

brrrrrrrr.

haha.

semua nak pose mcm ny.bhaha.

pillow:)

heavy rains poured down outside.
how come lahh kene naek bus kalau mcm tu an.
luckily,bapak yunie amek:)
tapi lambat lahh kan.ta planned pn.
mak da bising.
cuz kenduri kt permas tu lepas maghrib.
balik balik je.
haha.terima lahh ye.
then.
baru teringat pintu terlock.
nak lalu toilet dr bilik akak pn ter lock.
bodo pye org.
da serabot.
then,as usual.
my dad always the saviour.
<3

if others..

if others will be in my shoes,

i think they will go crazy.

seriously.

to survive the hard life.

when you hate a person

and the person is right in front of you.

most of the time you could see him

ppl talk about him.

what are you going to do ?? haha.

muncul lah satu kata kata yg terimbas dlm kepala otak ny.iaitu,,

tuhan menduga hamba dia kerana dia sayangkan hambanya 

dan dia maha mengetahui bahawa hambanya mampu menempuhinya.

that means that im tough.saya kuat.yeay.yeay.

my new hobby tht is WATCHING KOREAN SHOW.

sgt menyeronokkan.bukan sbb giler kpop ke hape merepek ke.

sbb diorg tu kelaka sgt.buat bnde bnde bodo.

then, im happy with my situation right now.wee:)

yahh. yahh. yahh.

tade keje laen lg nak buat.

so,on the lappy and laugh laugh laugh sampai tegolek golek.

even repeat 100 times pn ta bosan bosan kot.

mmg best pye show.

msia tanak pulak try buat camtu.

mesti gempak pye jugak an.

memang bagos lahh hobby baru aku ny.

baek pye:)

holiday pye keje.

sometimes rase bosan juge when onl.

tade bende mao buat.

thanks to nana.

thanks to yunie.

thanks to pikok.

kerana mrk lah makhluk yg sering membantu ku

di kala kebosanan melanda.bhaha:D

thanks ya.

last night,slept 2.30am mybe.

cuz wanna finished the novel prince charming tu.
satu hari je bace.
new world record fr me.
bhaha.
ta saba na habeskn.sedap sgt doe.

wahh.sgt sweet.mmg ta tipu.

cerita budak2 sekola kn.

mcm best sgt.salu gado gado then suke.

perr.aku pulak ade gado je tapi ta suke tao.bhaha:D

yg cinta tiga suku tu da mmg the best lahh kn.

wahh.aku dipenuhi malay novel dlm kepala otak.

semua cerita pmpn tu mmg ganas n brutal n mcm syok lah bace.

tamao jiwang jiwang ny.bhaha:D

bangge sey.

bhaha.sekian lame aku memaki p1 ini.

akhirnya dia berbakti kepada ku jua.bhaha.

namun.happy together snsd yg da 2 part tu.

rupanya tade eng sub.

menipu pye org.

naseb baek line bekerjasama dgn aku.

baek je.bhaha:D

suddenly smlm cpt je download dr biase.

10kbps okay lg.

tp kali ni smpai 43kbps.

wahhhhaw.HEBAT lahh seyy.

bhaha.hopefully plan kami menjadi nanti ye.

haha.

speechless.

tatahu mao cerita ape lg lahh disini.

btw,harini happy lahh.

cuz td pegy book fest dekat danga city mall.

wee:)

smlm tido sgt lmbt bg aku iaitu 4.30am.

waiting fr finishing download the last part of oh! my school.

wahaha.mmg gila pye cerita.

happy together yg 2pm pn asyek ulang ulang je.

sbb kelaka sgt ohh.

this made me so happy nowadays.haha.

my new hobby hanye akan menambah penuh kan

memory lappy ny.bhaha.

na buat camane kn.haha.

dah seronok sgt.

nurnadzirahjaafar's weather forecast fr tomorrow is

sun will shine brightly insyaallah:)

love it lahh.

i found a way to solve my big big problems.

haha.dr teros mengadap lppy baek bace novel.

ta saba na habes kn.

but mcm malas na habes awal awal.

nty da habes teros da.bhaha.

tht malay novel sgt rawk uh.syok.haha.

kesian my sys,tilah n my syg,lili maisara tu.

diorg semua sedey sedey.

jgn lahh sedey.

as long as im still breathing,

saya akan bantu korg k.khidmat nasihat free pye from motivator.

wee:)

rasa mcm lega je rase skrg ny.

why? tatahu lahh.

rase happy je.

sbb aku asyek ketawa je skrg.

family my first reason.

then, my new hobby lahh.

bole ketawa sorg sorg.

akak panas je.tgk aku mcm org gila.

bhaha :D

kepale tga weiyong weiyong ny.
aku pulak hai.
diorg ta burden kn pn.
cuma pening na pk how to solve the prob.
hot to help them actually.haihh.
td lili.then tilah.
next my kwn lame,afif.
then,my loved one pulak.
haihh.

wake up pye hal.

saya seorg insan yg ta bole ta cukup tidur.

kerana telah diajar sejak kecil.

namun begitu,apabila saya menginjak dunia remaja,

saya terlibat dalam dunia bersuka ria.

lalu saya tidur lambat.

keesokan harinya,mak kesayangan akan menjerit mengejutku.

haihh.jika sampai tahap teruk,saya akan bangun hanya apabila

mak menelefon saya dari bawah.haihh.

hal ini demikian kerana..

saya melawati laman sesawang yang hangat diperkatakan,

iaitu mukabuku,belogge*dalam melayu lahh.bhaha.

kadang kadang,saya tidur lambat kerana rancangan televisyen pada waktu malam

kebiasaannya meruntun jiwa saya ini.

kebiasaannya saya tonton Giuliana & Bill. Happy Together.

perasaan seronok muncul apabila layan seorang seorang pada malam hari.

tapi yang paling tidak boleh tahan untuk tahan ketawa ialah Happy Together.

boleh terkentut nak tahan tahu.bhaha =D

Giuliana & Bill pulak kelakar tengok muka pelik Giuliana itu.

p/s::pening kepala otak nak tulis macam ni selalu.

cikgu padzila pasti berbangga dengan saya. BHAHA :D

find other way.

rasenye sampai lappy ny pn na muntah.

menghadap muka aku je kn.

tape tape.no worry.

i found other thing lahh.

borrow kakyo pye novel.

wawee.malay novel tu.

elak ta habes bace,dok keje hentam tido.

naseb  baek kakyo pye novel rawk rawk.

tade bunge bunge.

bole na muntah if bace novel yg bebunga tu.haihh.

best lahh jugak novel tu.

bagos pn bagos jugak.

tade lahh maken rosak my lovely eyes ny kn.

asyek hadap lppy kn kn.

haha.lapa pulak.

na kelua beli food malas laa pulak.

btw, my evil project berjalan lancar.
bhaha.padan muka kau XP
seybok je tawu kn.
rasakan.wahahaha :D

2010 style icon awards.

17 nov act.

but,last nite watched it at star world.

wf english translation n malay sub lahh.

abg had show me the 2pm performance.

i dont know wht is style icon awards

luckily lutfi post it in his twitter.

so i cld watched it lahh.

start at 10.50 till 2.50 am.

started tgk around 12.

even lambat,sempat lahh tgk 2pm.

menang style icon fr male singer. wee :)

kim hyun joong ade menang.

t.o.p from big bang pn ade menang.

that one yg rapper tht i love tu.bhaha.

tatahu pulak dye da start acting.

and he said tht he love all the big bang members.

oh.sweet.bhaha.

2ne1 menang fr female singer.

and diorg pn buat performance jugak.

cn blue menang.

best lahh.haha.

even ngantuk gilaa na tggu 2.50 tu.haha.

really cool...travie mc coy :)

travie mc coy

we'll be alright :)

We are young, we run free

Stay up late, we don’t sleep

Got our friends, got the night

We’ll be alright

Tonight you won’t be by your self-self

Just leave your problems on the shelf-shelf

You won’t wanna be nowhere else-else

So let’s go, so let’s go (we got the club like)

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) and all the girls sayin’

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) the whole world sayin’

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) yeah, yeah, come on let’s

Get drunk, toast it up, we don’t give a fu—

We are young, we run free

Stay up late, we don’t sleep

Got our friends, got the night

We’ll be alright

Throw our hands in the air

Pretty girls everywhere

Got our friends, got the night

We’ll be alright

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) alright, alright, alright

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) ah, ah, ah, ah

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) alright, alright, alright

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) ah, ah, ah, ah

We walk the streets like we don’t care-care

Our middle fingers in the air-air

So come and join us if you dare-dare

Yeah let’s go, yeah let’s go (we got the club like)

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) and all the girls sayin’

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) the whole world sayin’

(hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo) yeah, yeah, come on let’s

Get drunk, toast it up, we don’t give a fu—

We are young, we run free

Stay up late, we don’t sleep

Got our friends, got the night

We’ll be alright

Throw our hands in the air

Pretty girls everywhere

Got our friends, got the night

We’ll be alright

It feels like, ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah

(It feels good, don’t it?) ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah

(yo, yo, yeah, d-don’t it?) yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

(yeah) We’ll be alright (ahh!)

It feels like, ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah

(It feels good, don’t it?) ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah

(yo, yo, yeah, d-don’t it?) yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

(yeah) We’ll be alright (uh-huh, ha-ha)

We are young, we run free

Stay up late, we don’t sleep

Got our friends, got the night

We’ll be alright

Throw our hands in the air

(ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah)

Pretty girls everywhere

(ahh-ah-ah-ah-ah)

Got our friends, got the night

(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

We’ll be alright

gila lagi ke??

siape gila??

me??haha.tak lagi lahh.,tahu.

suda sehat daa.

ta tgk tv pn skrg tao.

bile bukak pn,

mesti channel E!.

2nd is MTV.

3rd is Hitz.

4th is History.

5th is Arena (sbb sukan.mcm good good kn ? )

tu jek. haha :D

next, mesti mghadap binatang sebijik ny.

kate da de hobby baru kn.

wahhaww :D

new lg.ta habes dgn new kn.

gila wf this group lahh.

bhaha.lg lg dgn org ny.

haihh.kenape lahh chomel sgt.

another thing is diorg ta lembek mcm suju taotao.

itu the best part of them lahh.

diorg sgt tough.

love it lahh.bhaha.

i found myself happy wf these things.

and can forget the past n live in a new way.

so.lemme love it yeahh.

hmm.akak said that.

ta habes habes download video.

akak na dwnload bnde jugak.

adek dgn abg je.

da lame akak ta dwnload.

haiihh.sedey je bunyi.

yelahh,budak SPM.layan lahh.

im not searching fr video clip biase.

da bosan.

im searching fr DANCE BATTLE.

bhaha.tht's why i love them.

diorg terer.wee :D

akak kate giler kpop pulak dye ny

heshh.ta same mcm org laen lahh.

org laen byk tgk hndsome n cute cute je.

ny ekot talent tao.

they are so talented woo :D

ohh.malu lahh.

haha.kelakar nye ape yg telah di post ny.

haiihh.rase mcm bodoh sgt pula ye.

wee :D

duduk permas td.

akak spm kn kn.

ehh.lee mihun.

kau ny seybok lahh.

why you like 2pm jugak eh eh??

i slap you pusing pusing karang.

heshh.seybok je.

hmm.nty mula lahh.

egt org meniru dye.haihh.

tolong eh.im first.

da bgtawu kau pn kan.

yg aku suke.apelahh.

bhaha :D

well.everyday is a new day.

new life.everything new.

forget the past.

and just live our life.

to pikok,nana and yunie too.

thanks fr lending me your eyes*biase ears kn.

haha.after story mory,i feel more better than before.

haha.ta tnsion sgt pn.

mybe just need a shoulder to cry on,

person to rely one.

so thanks to you guys.

wee :)

btw,ta sangke pikok hebat bole teka.haha.

what's wrong wf me.

yeahh.im give up.
fuck off,man.

gedebushh!kene smack baek pye.

bhahaha.such a fool.

mmg mcm org bodo dah.

bole ta act as a normal ppl ??

bosannye life ny.

kau ny kn.asal lahh buat mcm ny??

sengal seyy.

i wait fr you last nite.
but then,my heart just tore apart.
i just cant deal with it anymore.
why ??i still dont know why.
so,i made decision to go away.
i shut down the lappy.
n go to bed.
you text me then.
near 12.
i burst all the words tht i keep inside my heart.
fr such a long time.
then,i set offline mood in phone.
i just cant accept the fate tht will hppen then.
suddenly.
i wake up near 1.
why ??i still dont know it too.
i set online mood in phone.
took a deep breath then.
you said something just like im the one who wrong.
yes,im emotional last nite.
so what.
you ask me to on.
but i said im sleepy.
bye.
i hve to b neutral again.
so,i wake up wf new spirit.
but now.
you let me down again.
yeah.i know who i am.
just a piece of trash fr ya,rite ??

terpendam kot.

ntah kn.ape prob,pn ta phm.

ta bole phm diri sndiri.bodo kn.

SAPE BOLE TLG PHM AKU ??!

SIX,BMB.i need you guys.

why must me eh??

tu yg ta phm.

da laa mcm simpan lame kot.

lame sgt.

buat bodo jek bfore ny if anything.

tp,smlm da naek serabut sgt kot.

ade rase mcm org gile sikit.

if kt maktab,ade si budak kecik tu if need any step yg rase na buat.

but now.kene ekot hati jelahh.

tu yg off awal gila babun tu.bhaha :D

today,woke up wf the new spirit as usual.

im okayy.

bhaha.buat malulah if 24/7 emo je.

nur nadzirah jaafar ta mcm tu kn??

nur nadzirah jaafar kn kuat kn??

itu sikit pye hal lahh.

tp,smlm bole jd bodo.ntahh.

bhahahahaha :D

sehatt dah.

thanks nana !

without you.entahlahh.
kesian kau.aku salu tmbh kn stress kau je kn.
haihh.ape lahh kn.
hmm.kenape lahh mcm ny kn ??
tape.tape.aku sehat lahh.no worry.haha.
na tido awal awal.tade mood.
tga saket jiwe.ntah kn knpe ye.
bhaha:D
td sedey kot lee chong wei kalahh.
haishh.penatt tgk.
duk larkin je td.
ade org kawen.
hm.
no luck fr you today,nadzirahh.
mybe tomorrow is good.

believe in yourself.
do wht you think you want.
chaiyokk chaiyokk.
you can.you can.

sleepyyyy.

urgggghhhhh.
sleepy lagi oh.
last nite tido pkl 4.
haisshh.
egt na tido awal dahh.
lepas tgk shout award tu.
then,ade giuliana n bill pulak.
mane bole ta tgk.haha :D
lpas tu.tgk..
10 ways to kill bin laden in history.
haihh.egt na tggu smpai habes.
but ta larat.habe kol 3.
around 2.30 da stop.
ngantok.
then,naek lahh atas n cuci muke semua.
skype dgn makhluk ny.
then,na wc pulak.
tu yg tido lambat.
haha :D

giuliana and bill.

bhaha.no other programme.

td ptg watched the sepak takraw final !

wahh ! me n sys tgk dgn sgt bersemangat.

tapi kalahh.sedey jek.

tape.but dpt silver.

then,watched shout award.

akak seybok vote dkt tenet.

i wonder why is it so special ??

n i watched it tadi.

superb lahh.

haha.suddenly bangga dgn msia.

bhaha :D

what a relief.

L-E-G-A.

bhaha:D mcm ta sehatt.

fai ckp kat dye.haishh.

B_O_S_A_N.

tu je.at that time,bole emo.

sedeh lahh.kate tga bosan an.

tak dilayan.

ape pye kawanlahh.

why my words mcm keling ny?haihh.

haha.

td ade pegy beli nasi lemak dkt dgn ruma larkin.

jln kaki time heavy rains poured down.

terkedek kedek dgn payung.

first first na beli burger jek.

kakyo ajak.

but hati tergoda at delicious nasi lemak yg tga panas.

ayam pye bau baru lepas goreng tu.

haishh.ayam wei.manelahh bole tahan doe.

haha :D

nadukzira's weather forecast for tomorrow is...

hmm.cloudy with a chance of meatball kot :)

love tht film act. haha.

new spirit.

gila tgk sepak takraw lahh skrg.
tga kemaruk.
td kt ruma larkin sorak n sokong bagai na habes.
norsharuddin patot bangga kerana ade fans mcm kitorg ny tao:)

btw,harini ta dpt onl.ta bwk p1 pegy larkin.sengal an.
lepak larkin.bosan.tgk video clip lagu jek.bhaha:D
abg pye yg berlambak2 sumbat dlm my lappy.
n kene redha dgn vid tu cuz semua KOREA..
haishh.2pm.2pm.2pm.
kalau tak pn,dance battle lahh.
group2 laki korea lawan.haihh.
da bosan.layan lahh.
but,tgk mmg best lahh.
mcm na dance i'll be back tu everywhere jek.

why?balek ruma pn da tersuka kpop.
kt sekola mmg byk lahh.lutfi nye lg.
but most of BMB ta lyn kpop.haha:D
egt kn kat sekola je byk kene lenjan kpop.
rupanye,cuti kt ruma pn....
byk information abg bg.
kenapalahh haii.
tapelahh kot.new things.
dulu dga dga cmtu jek.
sekarang byk tgk more to dance.
lembek lembek mcm suju tu goodbye lahh.hha.

new things.
new spirit.
new hobby.
new life.
new heart:))))))))))))))