semangat dlm diri.

jasadku meronta-ronta.di manakah pergi segala semangat ayam aku itu??
aku dlahirkn dgn perasaan yg sggh bersemangat(namun tdk sesemangat yazid.hihi)
sume mkhluk knal aku dgn aku yg sggh bersemangat(sumtimes,they call it gedik)
mengapa aku??kerana inilahh mereka kate susah utk reaksi muka ku menyembunyikan perasaan tatkala ku berasa tdk selesa mahupun mmbenci dan juge sedih.adusshh.
semangat ku kekal selamanya.namun,ombak badai melanda.meruntuhkan tiang kesedihan daripada dilimpahi air.
namun,apabila,tiang itu mulai runtuh,hatiku ini rapuh.tidak mampu menahan segala kesakitan spt sekarang.
percayalah,naduk.bersabalahh.tiang itu akan pulih dgn sndirinya.chaiiyokk2.
maafkan ku atas kelakuan ku selama ini.ku sedar.akan ku baiki naek cty ini.insyaallah.

mycrime.

wht bout u??when shld i talk to you.
when it comes to an end.idk.
tasha told me u wore my bangle td.when all of u hang.
oh,god!cant believe it.i asked u bfore.where is the bangle??
u said tht the tali color2 tu tcabut.then,u kate,i will fix it at home.
i jz asked.i saw you wore it when wait fr bus.then,im nver see it again.thts y i asked.
when i hand it to you,i said,pkai laa if you syg org.
it means??but,wht bout tht bitch??hha.bole ta im asking from god to ELIMINATE her from your n my life.
can can??

nadzirah's weather forecast fr tmorrow is cloudy wf a chance of rainbow,
its cloudy cz hve to go bck to hstel.chance of rainbow is to color my life.mybe.
in a mood of gareth gates.
"cz i made a stupid mistake...."

no more tears.

sad.fullstop.sad bout my bestfren.ex mybe.how i love them.they hve their own perfect life now.so must i.
do i hve it??
thx to::
-fatiha
-tasha
-laila
-pkok
-nana
-ada
-tijid
-crime.

wthout all of u,i dnt ever think i cld live there.
tomorrow.back to hostel.sriously kejap sgt this holiday.
ayah hntar.ayah work half day.
today::
wake up.pegi tc.jln2.bought a skirt.testing.harajuku style ouhh.akk said it ws okayy.
then,we went to angsana.
lunch at kfc.cut hair at larkin perdana.
next,giant.
last but not least,tesco fr food.
haish.tiring day but its okay.jealous wf those ppl tht hang cs today.
but,i do hve my good day to spend wf my lovely family.
how i love them.my sweetie cutie qaiser.cant wait to see you growing up.
its already one o clock.i guess,its btter fr me to stop.

hopeless.

hopeless bout u,mycrime.
its weekend.so,i spent my tym to read those love comics in my room.
wawee.excited n wnna shout"urghh.seweeetnyerr."
then,decide na jmpe dye.last saturday was the worst.
he said before.he cant be there fr such a long time.(tahu2 jelaa npe.)
but,i thought it wll gnna b okay.
hmm.after i gave him the bangle,he blow me a kiss.
then,suddenly he stopped.felt shocked.
he looked at me then he said,he cant.
he said he did all this fr my goods.he dont wnt to hurt me n make trouble.
oh!sriously im hurt.after dye pegi,i came back to class but wf emosi gler.
lastly,im fed up.say sorry cz i know.
im hoping more fr you.but,i realized,u wasnt perfectly mine.
i hope more to get closer to you.
but,now.please dont blame me if im no mood of all tht u do,babe.

yeahh!!

im home.tryna cheer up my sad life.oh,god!
im hurt bout mycrime.i wnt an end.penat laa,tawu tak.
forget bout my ipod cable n pendrive to bring back home,sumpa cm shit.
ape jek yg egt,ta tawu laa.
life ny mmg pnatt.mycrime,please.no hurt lg.