goodbye my lover

nxt holiday is only plg brmlm.hmm.eclipse i guess.plan to watch wf him.unluckily,it must b impossible.mybe wf another guy tht cld love me more,hold me more tightly forever,never lemme go,more care bout me n totally nver hurt me jz like they did before.i hve the same characteristics wf park kae in in personal taste kott.such as,easily pity of ppl tht hurt urself,easily believe in strangers of life,easily to dscribe is a fool.hmm.y??yes.evrybdy around my life usually said im a fool.easily to believe in ppl n easily believe wtv ppl said evn my heart said mybe its not laa.i wont object it.hmm.it doesnt meant im totally a fool rite??hmm.hha.wtv laa.gnna sleep.tomorrow must wake up at 8.to get readyy all the things.

ilovemyfamilydamnmuch.ilovethatguyeventheresnoplaceformeinhisheart(not nugget.)

the end babe.

heshh.i guess.my hppy life jz end tomorrow.hmm.seems like nver back to hostel cz its been 4th year there.babe,one year n a half sem only left.b strong,yeahh.i can do it.im crying fr leaving my home.y??im always okayy.but,now??mybe,wf the existence of qaiserr,lemme feel hard to leave them.today,mak cook laksa.feels touched cz mak still rmmber tht i wnt melantakk laksa johor bfore im back to hostel.mak rminds me of tht laksa.wawee.the best food laa.two plates of laksa,not been too much rite??hha.then,after bought my stuff fr hostel,eat again.eat.eat.n eat until u tell ur stomach,'its already full'.wahaha.one day spent at home,wf larkin's come home.playing badminton partner wf cikman,fight wf kkyo n akak.hha.best.id join them after im finished print all my folio.(including lyrics)hee:)btw,png.png.png.one more reason i dont wnna back to hostel.its jz haishhhh.

nadzirah's weather forecast fr tomorrow is raining heavily wf thunder,lightning,storm n all others cz by the date tht told me to go back to hostel.wish to hve u,dear.

live your life.

yes.live my life.how do i live my life??hha.wht a fool.i tryna live in my own world.wht ppl said,i must ignore it.my life ws truly different in hostel n home.in hostel,my life will b more matured.i think so.cz evrybdy tryna b like somebdy.n i hve to.haha.act.,im bored rite now n dont know wht shld i do.

meaningful

today,kk mimi engaged.wf someone tht looks like whhaaa.cz come frm loaded family..but,ta sombong pon.he hs sister,19 n 16 jz like me.but,wawee.islamic weii.hha.nice day laa.talk bout uni wf pk long n mk long.they do give abg azim n pk long play their guitar.fyi,abg azim's band will soon make show wf bunkface.wawee.i think,the type of guy i adore is like tht.brilliant brain plus genius music.it's a package plus his face n style ws okayy.btw,his one of the role model laa fr me.further,his reference books were all wf me.amek aura.wahahaha.

it's not the perfect time.

OMG!!it's not the perfect time,i guess.if we hd finished our studies,after all the hard times we'd been through by ourselves n so the family,do u hve the heart to make dcision"i wanna marry him!"??.n wthout hve the job first.tryna get our first salary,give it to the family n celebrate it together evn the salary is jz rilly low cz it's the first one but the value is so damn high.hesh.is it worth to further stdy n college or uni,n after tht end wf jz marriage.marriage wasnt a fault.but it bcome unfair bcz tht lil boy or girl didnt work fr their parents yet.their parents sent them to further stdy to help them whn needed,but they jz end it wf marriage after grad.wht will help their parents??help to mess up their mind to search fr money fr the marriage,ryte??hha.y sy bebel2 mcm org tue ini??hha.

nadzirah's weather wasnt rainy today,its jz cloudy wthout u,baby.hha.
nadzirah's weather fr tomorrow,hope it will b okayy n btter thn bfore:)

ipod as soul.

my saviour.
these old-fashioned ipod shuffle 2nd generation jz an ordinary ipod/mp3.but,the abnormal bout this lovely thing is i must love it.being year wf me such a great success fr me.it still works.doin his job to assure my ear keep listening to his sound.i'd always said to my friends to throw him away n find a brand new one mp3 tht wouldnt burden me,but,until now,his still mine.he is my present fr achieved 3.5 in sem1 2009.in addition,my old mp4 must send to trash.so,i need one.the history is when i forgot where i put him when i ws hppily slept in bus otw back to muazm n i hd to cl mara,asked fr driver's phone number.cl n asked fr help to search fr him.luckily,i still cn hve him.wht a miracle.he's the one tht made me smile like no one hve ever hppy as me.he's the one tht made me cry whn i sat alone in class or lying in my bed.yes,he hd mny minus.such as he hd no screen,so its hard fr me to find songs.but,i cld manage it by organize the file by myself.plus,it cant b charge by usual adapter.only certain adapter cld accept him.if i cant find the rite adapter,as usual,i must find computer fr keep him alive.or not,until holiday,he cld breathe again.others,he made me rewind back all the things had happened before.he accompany me whenever i laugh,cry,crazy n evrything.when exam,he brings me spirit tht i lost cz i felt down.he's not a living things.but,he's my soul of evrything.mybe fr other ppl,they do not care too much bout mp3 n music,cz they cld live wthout them,but im not the type.cant live wthout u,ipod.hha.being crazy fr a time doesnt kill u.wont u??hha.

nadzirah's weather fr this morn,sunshine will brightly shining the whole world.i hope so.b positive:)

life's short plus i love you

yes it is.but,i mean holiday's short.it's been a week fr holidays.but,i ws totally scared of being end my holiday bcz my homeworkyyy wasnt start yet finished.hha.hmm.there's no turn back after i made dcision,i must ignore nugget.yes,he's ignoring me rite now lke usually he does,n he came back to me whenever he wants.so,if he come back,only sayonara is the word.yeahh.it's hard fr me but it's the reality not the fantasy.i hve to accept the fate tht i must get bck to my oppa.he's evrything kot.after all we'd been through,from 28th July 2008,n yes until now,our love nver fade.it's became less whn nugget came,but i hd realized tht love from nugget wasnt evrything fr me.we do hve our best n hard time being together,n luckily,im yours n ure mine forever,dear.hha.perasan.the way he love me,i cant felt it.but,i felt it once after i realized,he's the one who will stay wf me after i tried wf many guys over there.i love you forever lah.hee:)

membaca amalan mulia.

wahaha.yesterday,i went to cs.hee:)not fr wtching movie,but fr book fest held at 1st floor.popular made crazy sale.weeeheey.i expected i cld get only one novel,but the sale got me 3 books.yeahh.1st,book by meg cabot,confesssion of a teenage:drama queen.n sarah webb tht contains two story in one novel.800 something pages laa.hesh.best.best.

funny funny things.

WAHAHAHAHAHA.
i laughed.so wht??ur story truly funny.tht pkcik wasnt told me bout his girl before.ahha.if i know,i wouldnt exist in ur world laa.cz imma bit afraid tht she will kill me.she said so.if another person come nearer to u.so am i.but,i already hve my loves one.dont wory.hhha.frm her story in her blog,pity her laa.about a girl tht really love a boy.really really.until my brain exploded to read her love story.cz its too complicated.haishh.y u react like tht laa,pkcik??terseksa dye,tawu.hmm.wtv it is.stop care bout other ppl n care bout myself sudaa.my life tht ws totally ruined.but im still relax.y??hha.let it jz flow wf the wind.where it wants to go.weeheeyy.

nadzirah's weather fr today is cloudy mix rainbow.hha.

FIFA world cup.

hha.whts damn wrong in my title??nothing rite.i said before
"i wonder y malaysian r too excited bout world cup whn malaysia didnt join it??"
NOW,me,myself cant answer the ques cz i excited too n the reasons y,it will take time to functioning my lazy brain.whahaha.
hmm.how on earth i cld join abg watch it??hha.yesterday i saw goal from RSA.after goal,the player went to the corner of field,like running happily fr their triumph n its suprised me whn the player wf another 3 or 4 player join him DANCING sumthing kinda weird fr me.abg said"biaselaa ue!"but fr me,its not lah.hha.
i cld laugh it until like rolling-rolling-until-fell-frm-sofa.sriously.
i nver expected i cld laugh wtching football n i knw its not comedy story.weeheey.
TODAY,KOREA won 2 goal defeated GREECE.whhaaa.PARK is so wnderful laa.(two thumbs up)
n ARGENTINA won 1 goal n poor NIGERIA.the game ws totally slow.idk y.
this 2 a.m,ENGLAND vs USA.abg said,fr sure ENGLAND lah.USA is some kind of not-so-popular-bout-football.
cz he said they usually play american football n baseball.idk.jz nodded whn he said tht.hha.im a type kinda blind-fr-sport.hha.

bahasa ibunda.

tiada angin yg muncul tiba.
terdetik hatiku ini utk mncoretkan isi hati mggunakan bahasa ibunda.
entahkn mengapa,hatiku semakin....semakin poyo(WAHAHAHA)
saje mao gilir gilir menggunakan bahasa.
biarlah aku dilihat sbagai insan yg mengenal asal usul.wawee:)
BUKAN ITU SAHAJA,hasrat di hati ingin menulis post post bersilih ganti bahasa.oke bukan??hha.
merepek sahaje laa.bukan ke hari ini hari sabtu utk manusia berfoya-foya.
OPPSSS!!salah.meluangkan masa bersama keluarga tercinta.HHA.
tetapi mengapa pd hari ini aku hanya berada di rumah??sedangkan hari manusia bekerja,aku berfoya-foya??
pelik sungguh jadual hidupku.walaubagaimanapun,ku tetap bahagia mnjalani hidup ini.(iyeke??)

missing you.

wawee:)am i goin crazy??nope rite.jz wnna say tht.
whn pepl sddnly felt bored,they will thnk bout their lover.do u realize it??hihi.n so i am.but,who is my lover??i hve it ke??hha.idk.i jz love wht wasnt mine.so,its not clear whether its mine or not.

nadzirah's weather today is cloudy mybe.cant wait fr tomorrow weather.

no other way

wht am i suppose to tell here??hha.which one do u prefer??u love or hate ur friend???
fr me,i prefer to love them.
thx,friend.
tasha.fatiha.laila.hazira.yunie.anati.lily.ena.fana.miera.
406 sem1 2010.tila.madi.yus.pkok.tijid.nana.ada.miza.

triangle

this pic already describe how the situation it is.

a girl who accidentally fall in love,

it wasnt wrong to love,

but this type of love is wrong when it comes to triangle love.

a girl love a guy tht already hve a lover.

n his lover will nver ever know their relationship.

they keep it secret frm her.

mybe it kinda okay fr the beginning.

it must end wf heartbroken frm one side or mybe both.

when the girl jealous fr the way the guy treat his official lover.

when the lover felt suspicious fr the guy.

when the guy had felt tired n bored fr hving two lover at the same time

n there's the time to end the game.

pliz quit playing games wf one's heart.there's no use.

internet useless

wht hppen to my wireless connection in my home??mybe bcuz weather is bad(mom said)but,alahaii.cnsider laa skit.im watching personal taste now laa.only reach episode 5.how on earth i shld finish fr 16 episode by this school holi-holiday??hha.da mcm org gile,dga lgu kt itunes jekk.waiting fr youtube laa.hesh.hesh.whtshld i do now after spend my whole day wating fr the ******* internet??

being a loner.

being a loner,wasnt bad at all,rite??
lemme list all the best thing fr being a loner.
1st-save our credit,rite??hha
2nd-no more tears.
3rd-no more pain.
4th-no more hypocrite.
5th-no more money used to be waste fr him.
6th-no more leisure time end jz fr him.
7th-more time to spent fr friend.
8th-hving girls talk hppily wthout thinking'how's my dearie??is he oke??'
9th-we cn flirt wf anybdy tht we like to:)hha.
10th-no more words like 'ehh,baek2 tao.nty waden twu kang'
nxt-no more hiding secret like a FBI.
n so much more laa.

i guess

i guess today i cn spend my whole day at home..
but,whn i woke up in the morn,i hve to go to tesco.
its jz simple, but tired laa cuz na jge baby.hesh.qaiser.qaiser.nseb baek chomel tao.
my love life::jz like usual.im a loner.wahaha.but,i love it.
if u cant achieve wht u wish fr,jz love wht u hve it.yeahh.

today wasnt a fairytale

my day start wf nothing pown.
mom asked fr help her msk nasi.(rajen laa ny)
but,my nasi ta masak pown.ta on button.wahaha.
luckily,da pegi drive thru kfc kt tmn dhlia ue awl2.
n unfortunately,a car free2 kne carott stupid by my mom cuz ngek sgt.wahaha.
mk ngah dtg ruma.okelaa.best jekk.
spent my day by watching personal taste yg sumpa cool babe.

lee min ho:)

pacik c saviour.

title sounds exciting n serious.wahaha.but,nothing pown act.
after i end wf nugget,no one i cld rely on.(wawee.poyo jerr)
then.thx god turonkn mkhluk pelik ini utk rajen txt wf me.hha.
evn ta biase dgn dye,but okelaa.dpt laa sorg pacik na msg2.
sspe awek dye ue,jgn mara k.ta curik pown.

btw,pacik ue sesat td kne tggu like patung cendana tggu cab dye kate.
wahaha.serve him rite.hha.kelaka je kott.

thx pacik:)

baju??

tatao pown arny mao jln ke ta.bgn2,mk suro siap na pegi larkin.
1st pegi ANGSANA.then,pegi JAKEL bru jmpe kain yg saye mahukn:)
mk kate na search fr bju raye,whts the point beli awal2 pown tatao.
carik 1 jek dlu.ekot theme.PURPLE IN COLOUR.
mine is truly simple.but price dye mk said like tercekik cuz "budak2 ta bole pkai mahal2.wasting jek."
hesh.mne bole mcm ue.mine jz 70 while my sis is 56.
so i won.hha.n her bju ta cantek as mine.wahaha.devil sis btol.hha.

mom said

if we hate bored fr being lonely,
find another thing to make us smile happily.
so,i find by searching new hobby.it helps mybe.
PERSONAL TASTE.iloveit yaww:)

gathering bdk permas nxt wed,cant wait to hangout wf them
this thurs,welcome to my homey,fatiha,tasha,laila,yunie,fanaa.:)

sports as a healthy lifestyle.

BOWLING.
new hobby:)
kkyo n mk ngah dtg ruma.
ble ptg,no works to do.after mkn greng pisang,sume2,we dcided na pegi maen bowling.

DAIMAN,here we come.wahaha.
luckily,today wasnt weekend.
so,ta rmai owg.
guess wht,i met SHALIN ZULKIFLI td.
take a pic wf her.myb fr others,its just shalin,but fr me its miracle.wawee.

u know,AYAH was rilly PROUD OF ME.
my achievement is like waww.wahaha.
the scoreboard told my score is 113.
hhu.evn low bg owg laen,its best fr me tao.
but,still cant beat my crazy sis wf 131.
then,the last one is kkyo laa wf near to 70 kot.hee

but,sygnye,abg n ayah tade.
if they join,sure gempak.
200 easily in their hand.
wf their personal shoes,personal ball.
wf the bag,like wahhaww.hha.

home at 8 cuz after bowling,went to tesco.
mak bought stuff fr dinner.
btw,sungguh geram dgn minah COOL BLOG yg poyo td.

personal choice/taste

LEE MIN HO.

hero fr this story.thts y i try to search fr it.
i watch it an episode at youtube.
gnna b continued tomorow.
sleepy.out.daa..

love love love

do we act knw wht is love??
(cliche nye ayat)
but,syezly,no one cn dscribe in full sentence cuz love is very subjective.
wahaha.
there's a type of person in ths world who rilly care bout their love ones,
and there's a type of person in ths world who doesnt rilly care bout tht.
if the two situation caught in a relationship,
i think it wasnt fair.

dont u ever think about heartbroken??
hve u ever feel it??
it's hurt.
so,how could ppl in ths world willing to do it.

'hmm.im sory.i didnt meant to hurt ur feelings'
those sucking word cant make the tears stop.

'we still can be friends,rite???'
these funny fucking word will nver b a solution of reducing the stress n sadness of a broken-hearted person.
it will only help them to throw u to the junkyard.yeahh!!

twilight...

ECLIPSE.
evn july in cinemas,we're crazy bout tht lately.hha,
we hve the v4.i means vampire 4.
wahaha.
tasha fr sure wnna b BELLA.im gnna b ALICE,fatiha gnna b VICTORIA.n laila didnt chose yet.
we kept telling the twilight story frm 1st until new moon.to anati n she made dcision to watch twilight.
wahaha.we could change her mind.terer.terer:)
wf help of mizu yg cte mmg lebat.
tasha told wf the part of script.
wasnt it good??hmm.

lagi lagi

crazy bout today cuz evry1 txt me at the same time.
when i am bored like hell,no one comes.
but once im mssaging wf sum1,the other comes.
haiiyaa.gilakk kaahh.
first,txt wf iwan.
mrepek mnde ntaa.
then,amiru..
then,pkok.
then,fatiha.
wawee.
kdit kring kontang laa begini.
hmm.
cant wait fr them to come to my home.
wawee,missing them even bru je cty.
too many story na share.

thx friends,
FATIHA,
TASHA,
LAILA,
YUNIE,
ANATI,
CLASS 406,
n byk lg yg keep me alive in mzms.

weeheeeyy

genting highlands.

place i came fr thousand times

but,yesterday wf kkyo skaly

ta buat ape sgt

first,egt mao stay sane fr a nite,

then,hotel first world full uhh.

beradelaa saye d kl.

aryny ta buat ape sgt

PAGI::

bgn pegi rstaurant ayah long dkt damansara.

pegi the curve.

pegi ikea.

ta tertahan laa pnatnye.

total up time dkt due2 tmpt ue 4jam.

etupon ta abes round lg.

shopping skit.

then,blik.

settle.

mood::happy fr today evn love life is end.

fatiha said mybe u dserve btter thn him.

thts rite,baby:)

photo photo..

ikea..

amiruuuuuuu..

inilahh rakan kuhh.

AMIRU.

poyo kn kn??

wahaha.

kwn skola lme.

tym stndrd 6ix huuuh,

ta expect bole cntct kau lg laa doe.

egt sudaa smbg dgn MRSM PONTIAN dye ue..

itu jek na cte.hhi:)

:::aq gram dgn kau twu,

spe suwo bkk blog aq??

heshh.malulaa..bhaha.

genting.kay ell.

5.30.
kne bgn.
urghhh.
tnsion lorhh.
tp,okay kott.
smpai genting,
berejam2 cari hotel.
but ta jmpe,
then,dcide pegi msok SNOW WORLD.
fr the 2nd tym of my life.
na teman kk yo jek.
ive met a bitch there.
hha.
mmg sumpa sexy na mati.
tp,nmpk cm sgt bodo.
rse na seypak2 owg bgitu.hha
after pusing2,mkn MARRYBROWN.
nxt,
pegi kl jekk.
currently staying at FLAMINGO HOTEL,AMPANG.
quite good.
btw,sudaa lme ta updte kmoo,kn blog.hhi.
tatao na buat ape kt blog lg.

wht goes around,comes around

last txt,
"world would b easy if sorry cld clear all the pieces of it."
whai nugget,
u said u cn appreciate me but wht??
im not ur doll laa.
but,idk.
i hve to strive fr spm.
no need laa laki2 sume ny..
kn??
hopefully my life lbey oke lps ny