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Thursday, April 26

What a girl wants!

I'm not pretty. I'm not beautiful as others.
But all I have is a heart to take care of.

Saya tak mintak kereta BMW sebijik.
Saya tak mintak diamond rings utk bukti cinta.
Saya tak mintak awak jadi slave semata mata utk tunjuk pengorbanan.
Saya tak mintak awak utk dengar semua kata-kata saya.
Saya tak mintak orang se handsome Lee Min Ho.
Saya tak mintak ape ape pun material utk bukti cinta.
Saya tak mintak awak jadi sweet macam dalam movies pun.
Semua perempuan inginkan hubungan yang macam dalam movies.
Sweet je.
But saya tak kesah kalau saya tak dapat.
Siapa je saya ni untuk dilayan macam puteri.

What a girl wants is to have a guy that could stole their heart and make them feel special !
Saya cuma nak hati awak je.
Saya cuma nak awak faham hati saya je.
Saya cuma nak rasa cinta yang sebenar.
Saya nak cinta dan sayang tu je.
Saya tak mintak lebih pun.
What I want is just your heart.
Please understand me.
'I LOVE YOU' is just a word.
It will not give any meaning kalau orang tu sebut tanpa perasaan cinta.
Word is only word.
It won't change a feelings.

Am I asking too much?
I guess it's not cost any money to give me all your love.
Is it a girl is not enough for a guy?
Is it must be another person in a relationship?
Why there's no such things like a fairytale?
My heart says that you love me.
I've tried to think positive.
Bila ada something yang saya rasa mampu rosakkan hubungan kita,
I'd tried my best to think positive and tell myself that you're in love with me.
Bukan yang macam saya fikirkan.
It's hurt.
Seriously hurt.
Bila saya dah dapat bukti depan mata, lagilah saya tak mampu nak tahan.
Saya tetap akan buat tak tahu.
And when I have free time to think about our relationship,
I'll cry and cry and cry.
I can't stand to be like this.

The very first time when we're in love,
I keep in my mind that I must do my best in this relationship.
I don't want it to be ruin just like before.
I'd stopped texting other guys just to make you happy.
I'm afraid that nanti ada penghalang and masalah dalam relationship ni.
I'd try my best untuk tak make any problem.
I'd left my VIF just to make sure that I'm focusing on you.
I'd always tell myself that I should take care of your heart.
Because I love you so much.

Hmm. Saya taknak saya sebabkan ada orang ketiga dalam relationship ni.
Tapi.
Rupanya saya yang selalu terluka.
It's not your fault.
Saya tak mintak kata kata maaf.
Saya cuma nak penyelesaian.
Sama ada hubungan ni terus berakhir
Atau masalah tu akan selesai.
Bukan dengan kata maaf dan perkara tu akan repeat again and again.

Yes. Saya dah biasa terluka.
Dah kebal dah.
Tapi saya tak mampu tahan dari sedih sebab saya sayang awak sangat kot.
Saya terlalu amik serious dalam hubungan kita kot.

Perempuan mana yang tak sedih kalau kekasih dan kawan biasa sama je panggilan tu.
Memanglah apa yang penting ialah perasaan.
Tapi manusia express their feelings by words.
Perempuan just nak rasa yang dia betul betul special! tu je.
Hm. I'm such a burden for you.
I don't know what to do next.
Each time I think about this problem, my tears could not stop falling macam sekarang ni.

Nadzirah!!! Kenapa kau lemah sangat ni!!!!




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